obsession / / p o s s e s s i o n

Monday, April 28, 2008

[ random post ]

hehe to make things more interesting for c, i shall blog abit more.. mostly just pictures of my books, my notes, my mj table of books (i should've taken pics when the huge nbj, nej and scott were all on the table as well =( ).. argh! everything revolves around studying now =( i've not studied so hard since.. well, i dunno (since we all didn't study hard for A's -_-)

ok i have to say that the pics are all of low quality cos i took them with my phone (2mp only) =)

now back to the books =(

11:41 AM | 0 possessed

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

[ interim grades ]

oh and to motivate myself (or rather, scare myself so that i won't let my grades drop):

AA201
A+ for report, A- for presentation = A for team project.
B for class participation.
F for term test ( =( in my defence, the median was at C.. and i didn't have time to finish the paper.. and classmates think i should've gotten higher for my answers)
gonna die for this paper on thurs =(

AA202
A- cumulative grade for report, case presentation, project roleplay, class participation, midterm quiz (16/25)
subject to moderation upwards (or so he says.. -_-)
the exam was pretty doable.. but most pple thought so too. hopefully can get a B+/A- (hahahah yeah right -_-)

AC213
A (going A+) for part 1 of report.
A for part 2 and 3 of report
A- for indiv part of report part 4
22/30 for midterm quiz.
tutorial presentations -> all A
class participation should be quite good.
hopefully can get an A for this subject.. depends on how much i study this weekend.

AB214
didn't take the class test
4/6 for pre-test
3.5/6 for post-test
class participation.. should be very good.
presentation grades.. no idea
report grade.. no idea
written assessments.. no idea, but good remarks
no exams

HMF1 (this is french)
8.5/10 for roleplay dialogue.
24.5/30 for test 1 (highest was 28.5).
22.5/30 for test 2 (highest was 24.5) -> hopefully they moderate. -_- (sad that everything depends on moderation =( )
presentation.. no idea
class participation.. i think the whole class participates alot =p =p
l'examen francais, c'est crap. but hopefully can get an A..

sigh. why does it seem much worse when i type it out than when i think abt it? -_-

6:40 PM | 1 possessed

[ running away from my mj table full of books ]

i have noticed a very interesting trend...

i only watch so much tv when i'm having exams. -_- there is this certain inability to move away from the tv............. =(

haha and one more thing! if u guys haven't noticed (or heard from me before), i have been spelling "surprise" wrongly for as long as i can remember, until my phone dict made me realise that there was an error -_- spelling it correctly takes a conscious effort. if u were wondering, i spell it as "suprise", and seriously, it doesn't look wrong to me. english/gp teachers have never pointed it out to me before either. hmm. i'm suprised. =p (gordon almost died laughing when i mentioned it to him a few weeks ago -_-)

(i was reminded of this cos i wanted to use the word "surprise" above =p)

ok back to my new "torture" table -> the mj table stacked with all the textbooks, notes, FRS and readings etc etc just for one subject. -_- my study table is too small to accomodate the books, so i had to use another table. amazingly, the mj table is STILL too small. -_- stupid 201 has so many things to study =( (the others aren't that much better too)

6:33 PM | 1 possessed

Friday, April 18, 2008

[ i think i used up my determination in studying for 202 ]

argh!!!

spent half the freaking day on the bloody comp!! so much for waking up at 8am -_-

3:53 PM | 0 possessed

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

[ je n'aime pas étudier le français ]

je ne veux pas prendre l'examen français =(

je suis fatiguée mais je ne sais pas pourquoi.

okay i can't do this much more -_-

i'm so glad the term is finally over.. i've FINALLY cleared my 16 official presentations and 5 reports. -_- at least my 4 weeks of hell is over.. now for two weeks of torture (aka exams), and then i'll be free =) CLUBBING!!!!!!! then maybe overseas with classmates or my family (or both =p) before i start my internship at RBS..

i'm excited =) there's so many things to look forward to: yj's graduation (even though i won't be there =p), yj/di/c's return, clubbing!!, working at rbs, kor's wedding (and all the preparation =p), the start of final year (FINALly =p)

ok i've let off enough steam, back to french (gusty sigh)

1:05 AM | 0 possessed

Monday, April 07, 2008

[ silence ]

every night, i would
look out
for your shadows, and
listen
to the snatches of your happy conversations
floating by
carried
on the breeze, until
the lights switch on
the doors are SHUT

silence returns
echoing the
emptiness of my
heart

2:24 AM | 0 possessed