i am beyond hating school. found new words using thesaurus.com - i LOATHE/ABHORE/DETEST/CONTEMN school. and all the readings. and meetings. and projects. and presentations. and applications. and EMAILS. -_-
i need a break. a proper no-work-no-worries-no-school-no-tuition-PARTY break. just two days =(
and i hate (all these hatred huh) surfing around on facebook/friendster. i see all the pretty girls that my friends know and i feel so inferior. =(
1. i can't club 2. i can't go out 3. i can't go shopping 4. travelling/textbook/printing expenses are more than anything else i spend on 5. it is at least 1.5 hrs away from everywhere else 6. so much work to do and so many things to read 7. it's making me seem like a mugger (no wonder adam stopped talking to me. he must think i'm an utter nerd -_-)
today was a good day.. or rather, tonight was a good night. it would have been more fun with c (so sad that u're not well yet dear =( ) and et maybe (hope his grandma is fine..) but still good! met the twins in town for dinner.. we were ALL early. it is so rare that i must mention it. OMG! i wasn't late! =D (and i still remember once, long long ago... how late the twins were in meeting yj and i in town.. -_-) we had sushi from taka supermarket! omg SO CHEAP! =D the twins had some bad encounters with mean aunties over chopsticks.. and that was when i FIRST heard di make such a bimbo-bitchy remark ("so MEAN!!!!!!!!") heh =D then we went to walk around. good thing i wore my super ma fan shoes (the purple ribbon-tie ballet heels) so i couldn't try on shoes and thus not tempted to buy shoes when the twins did =p (shit i just realised! i didn't take a pic of my outfit! and so many pple thought i looked good in it! =( ) and went shopping around before heading down to wala.. there were so many pple at wala! eic is really popular =D had to make an impt phone call so i went downstairs, and while pacing up and down (along the zigzag yellow lines) i noticed a group of guys looking at me.. with them was lloyd (who, for once, wasn't checking me out -_-) but et had to leave then, so i didn't say hi to lloyd.. so it was back to the twins and i.. into wala! counter had seats, so we had drinks. daph had her s'pore sling (which we all agree was icky), me daiquiri (which took me 20mins to decide on) and di with her gunner. and fries! we wanted to leave at 1130 to take a bus back before we missed the last bus, but after leaving wala and walking a bit, we were too tempted by the good music and went back to wala =D sat at the table in front =D got to know a bartender (who gave us a free drink! =D) and rai from eic (when we decided to request a song and bartender edwin helped us) as well as the really amusing table of pple beside us (who gave us a slice of the bday girl's bday cake and took pics with us) =) THE MUSIC WAS GREAT! we must make sundays at wala a permanent fixture! (or weds at timbre or thurs at bala.. all with eic too =D)
now for pics and video! =D we requested for wonderwall by oasis, and i didn't manage to get ray saying who the song was for, but i got them singing! =D
and some pics: (just added more =)
blogger's video upload thing is wonky, so i have to do it on youtube =(
too much rnb music these few days has made me CRAVE for clubbing and/or some fun with ddc =( i'm stuck at home and i'm hungry and i'm BORED and i can't do anything abt all of the above.
i stole this from yj's blog.. hehe! it's pretty cool and accurate.. as long as u follow the answering instructions, anyway =D it is scarily accurate.. and a better description of me that i can ever come up with myself =D
the stuff i think are spot-on are in bold and the ones i think are quite off are italicised.
Your Score: 6 - the Questioner
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being aSIX
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a SIX
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
SIXes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholicfamilies, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
SIXes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
* i tried out another choice that i thought was quite like me too.. and this is the other result (but i don't think it is as scarily accurate as the one above)
1- the Perfectionist
you chose CZ - your Enneagram type is ONE (aka "The Reformer").
"I do everything the right way"
Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals.
How to Get Along with Me
Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work.
Acknowledge my achievements.
I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.
Tell me that you value my advice.
Be fair and considerate, as I am.
Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.
Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.
What I Like About Being aONE
being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal
working hard to make the world a better place
having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself
being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do
being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions
being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people
What's Hard About Being a ONE
being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met
feeling burdened by too much responsibility
thinking that what I do is never good enough
not being appreciated for what I do for people
being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am
obsessing about what I did or what I should do (i think et totally agrees with this)
being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously
ONEs as Children Often
criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others
refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect
focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers
are very responsible; may assume the role of parent
hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")
ONEs as Parents
teach their children responsibility and strong moral values
are consistent and fair
discipline firmly
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
