Tuesday, March 27, 2007

[ anything but vista please. ] 

feeling super bored now.

feel like eating chocolate but my throat's killing me (and no way will i let anything come between clubbing on weds and me hehe) and anyway. i have decided to challenge myself - to stay off chocolate in its pure form (byebye crunchie/twix/kitkats/jap chocs) cos it's 1) bad for my deteriorating health 2) fattening 3) waste of money. of cos, choc eclairs/cakes/muffins (have a big craving for them right now -_-)/pancakes/digestives are acceptable. it's like how i don't take sugar in drinks and everything but i practically inhale desserts. =D

my form of logic eases guilt. haha!

12:41 AM | 2 possessed

Thursday, March 22, 2007

[ photo journey =D ] 

preparing to go outthe rejects (more on the floor out of the pic -_-)in the cab =D this is like the best pic i have of my bday (out of the very few -_-)i'm such boring company that he prefers to play with his phone =(yummy bread! (what an unflattering pic though -_-)red wine from sam! (hurted my tummy though =( )bored and waiting for food =( i love these flowers!DESSERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =Dwild oats: "we distrust camels or anyone who can go for a week without a drink" =D so cute!our lambrinisthe lighting is reallly badparmesan wings (which aren't very good, honestly =( )after-effects of wine, lambrini and waiting for the rest -_- (we have very low tolerance to 'safer' alcohol -_-)adam and et (i like the black and white function! =D) and this is the last time u'll see adam tonight cos he voluntarily got into the boot (i kid u not -_-)ben the ah dai and me! =Dyongjian's eyes are so small they disappear when he smiles -_-but kokky's eyes are WORSE cos they're big but the still disappear -_-''shaun perpetually acting cute =ppgaying in the car part 1: prelude (his arm is already around poor alcohol-stuffed ben)gaying in the car part 2: GOING FOR THE KILL! (he's coming, ben, he's coming!!)gaying in the car part 3: the aftermath (he's scarred for life)self-amusement at cine while waiting for the 3 toots -_-ah dai no.1, 2 and 3 -_- (more self-amusement)part 2 of celebration: waiting for the SAME 3 TOOTS at simpang bedok -_-my bday cake! =Dflowers from my darling dydc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =Di'm at home la i look really shitty -_- the bouquet is huge! =Dthe four flowers in my life (though they didn't tell me who's which flower -_-)bday cake number 2! it's so cute =Dhalf-eaten yummy =D

4:46 PM | 2 possessed

Monday, March 19, 2007

[ wishlist (in no order =) ] 

1) razr bluetooth headset (i think all the radiation from my hp's killing my brain cell)
2) gold aldo heels!
3) good charlotte's good morning revival cd
4) cafe del mar's classics cd (? i only know how it looks like, but i've no idea what it's called -_-)
5) the whole sandman series =D
6) wii/psp/nintendo ds lite =pp
7) mush-y-room-y cushion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8) diamond solitaire earrings from tiffany =D no, no one bought tiffany ones for me -_- but my mum's getting diamond solitaire earrings made for me =D
9) full body liposuction/ 2 years all-expense paid membership to planet fitness with a personal trainer (or u can just get me a treadmill.. haha)
10) perfume! echo for women, flower/l'amour/summer by kenzo..
11) THE skinny jeans from topshop =D
12) return airfare to sydney/melb/nottingham (have no idea how yj gets there from s'pore.. -_-)
13) a new bikini! =D
14) the cute pink hobo from stussy
15) paul smith stuff *-*: green domino set/bingo set/card holder
16) kate spade wallet in either gold/pink or red/pink
17) rocking cowboy necklace from swirl
18) card case from lulu guinness

why does the list keep expanding instead shortening? =(

10:02 PM | 3 possessed

[ loved. =D ] 

bday wishes: 17 smses, 10 verbal, 3 on facebook, 4 on friendster, 11 on msn.

not so bad right? =D

anyway, continuation of yday's celebration.. we bought cakes and went to find the others.. and as usual, waited for a long long time for them. -_- in the 36 hours (in total) that my bday celebration lasted, i think i spent abt 4hrs waiting for them. -_- GEEZ. that's like 11% of my time -_-

so anyway, they sang me a bday song again! =D yay! feel so loved =D then went to play dota again.. heh heh heh =D

when i have the time, i shall photoblog the whole journey =D

and today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a very wonderful suprise! =D had a bouquet of flowers delivered (technically, it wasn't to me, cos it was was addressed to "bimbo ow" -_-).. and i was really really suprised! THANK YOU DYDC! the flowers are really pretty (even though i say i don't really like flowers as a whole, which girl wouldn't appreciate receiving them?) and it's a really big bouquet!!!! will keep them till they disintegrate into powder =D

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! -muacks-

9:29 PM | 1 possessed

Sunday, March 18, 2007

[ 21st =D ] 

as of now, i've got 11 smses and 8 verbal bday wishes =D (and some from strangers at wild oats -_-)

i had alot of fun last night! it kinda makes up for the fact that i can't go out and play today =(

had dinner at wild rocket *-* sadly the ribeye wasn't as good and the squid ink pasta was normal.. =( had red wine complimentary from sam.. which made us quite -_- i really have no red wine tolerance.. dessert was good as usual (thank goodness!) then it was over to wild oats for the long-awaited lambrini! =D it was good, but more alcohol........... haha! waited for the others to come, and in the meantime, talked to sam, the bartenders etc.. =D had the shooter version of the strawberry cheesecake thanks to sam again, then.. had 6 guys sing me a bday song! woot~ =D proceeded to cine to eat and waste alot of time while some of them played at the arcade -_- since there weren't movies to watch (and they didn't want to watch 300 again =( ) we went to lan.. and after more pointless waiting around for there to be space (90cents an hour! unbelievable!!), we went to katong to play instead.. hmmm. how should i say? i think i've improved abit.. buit still no kills yet =( oh well one will learn slowly =D

other than the long wait at cine, it was alot of fun =D joking and phototaking.. they were good company (though no one beats dydct!) i actually woke up feeling like getting drunk (as in the high-drunk not the passout-drunk) to commemorate my 21st, but well.. that wasn't a bad way to spend the night! =D

2:41 PM | 0 possessed

Friday, March 16, 2007

[ opsimath: a person who becomes a student or learner late in life ] 

i have a love-hate relationship with glen duncan. his writing is too abstract and his writing deliberately confusing, dead-knotted and wound around itself. but still, modern writing without the prententious language and the weird grammar (misplaced punctuation, 4 word sentences and un-sentence-cased sentences, a la ali smith). one gets used to the unnecessarily difficult words along the way, i suppose. anyway, his books have good (if not frustratingly not happily-ever-after) endings..

i do have to say though, yj, he really is too.. erm. explicitly descriptive. i thought i, lucifer was bad, but.. weathercock is much much worse.

(in the post-ending dizzying/headche-y, empty highness)

ps. i just realised that the previous all american rejects post was titled almost exactly as the no doubt one..

6:07 PM | 0 possessed

[ i've finally found this song~ ] 

2:59 PM | 0 possessed

Thursday, March 15, 2007

[ hmm. ] 

my accounting virtual team is missing. it doesn't help that i left my hp with et and am virtually uncontactable (haha pun -_-)

feeling generally sian (this is what reading does to me.. esp glen duncan. i feel too much for characters dammit) and melancholic.. stupid dominic hood's affecting my mood =( feels as if my life is spinning out of control. or more like it has already spun out of control without me noticing, and now it feels as if it's too late to do anything to salvage the situation. even if i try, it's never enough..

12:00 AM | 0 possessed

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

[ this has to be the greatest movie of this year ] 

hmm i'm really breaking my movie-watching record this year.. haha! and it's only march! =D

watched 300 earlier.. OMG i really really love it! ok all the nude shots were unnecessary (and a waste of screen time that could've been used on the fighting instead, if u ask me -_-), but the fighting was really really really good =D reminds me of bernard cornwall's warlord chronicles.. i really love that series *-* at least war is more real.

and yes even though i don't like RIPPLING muscles, but i have to say that the men were all very hot =D

i quite want to watch 300 again *-*

2:05 AM | 0 possessed

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

[ wonked up body clock ] 

i sleep and wake at all times of the day that my body's pretty wonked up -_- thanks to the late night mahjonging, supper, dota, poker, drinks and whatnot the past few weeks.. and the last min studying once in a while haha =D

i wish i was having hols now =(

5:19 AM | 0 possessed

[ i finally found this song! ] 



Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

5:13 AM | 0 possessed

Sunday, March 11, 2007

[ awash with self-hatred ] 

i really really can't stand myself.

i will never catch hold of that elusive self-confidence.

11:08 PM | 0 possessed

Saturday, March 10, 2007

[ fangirly girl ] 

i suddenly had the urge to listen to good charlotte.. and while i was trying to find somewhere that i can listen to keepyourhandsoffmygirl online.. went to their website, and...

GOOD CHARLOTTE HAS A NEW ALBUM!

ok i'm a lousy fangirl cos i can never keep up to date abt my fave singers/groups.. one classic example: i love lifehouse but i don't even know how many pple there are in the band, much less their names. heh this shows i go for songs, not for the people. =DDDDDD (xiao zhu is different heh heh heh) but ANYWAY, good charlotte *-* and cos they're under epic, it means that i can see their mtvs online! i've rediscovered the predictable mtv (i remember being bored out of my mind at home after the a's, and watching mtv everyday.. that's how i rediscovered GC =D) it's really really cute =D (and of cos, they look so cute in the mtv =D)

omg their new songs are really good! =D

3:05 PM | 0 possessed

Friday, March 09, 2007

[ oooh =D ] 

am on my bro's comp now to play dota (just one round only! =D) but i discovered his webcam and etc etc etc heheh so now i'm playing with it and talking to c instead =D this is so funky i don't think i'll mind using his comp and letting him take my lappy to sydney next month =D (not to mention the fact that this comp is for gaming *-* dota~) hehehehehe

getting a headache from too much sleep/nail polish remover/the glaring lamp -_-

6:45 PM | 2 possessed

Thursday, March 08, 2007

[ craving ] 

for milk.

the chocolate digestives from japan aren't as good as the ones from s'pore.. i wonder why. i thought anything chocolate-y from japan would beat s'pore hands down. =( i feel cheated.

supposed to go for a drink but got cancelled on. DAMN there goes my perfect plan.

i've got an addictive nature.. ie. DOTA is on my mind all the time... hehe ooh my bday's coming, anyone wants to buy me the key? (my stingy brother refuses to share)

am putting together my bday wishlist now! (of which half are just my fantasies haha!)

2:49 PM | 2 possessed

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

[ eheheheh =D ] 

I LEARNT HOW TO PLAY DOTA!!!!!!

heh heh heh heh heh it's my not-very-secret wish to learn heehee =)

et's frens taught me! but i'm disgusting at it.. i hope i don't end up like a typical girl (ie useless at dota -_-)

3:12 AM | 1 possessed

[ =( ] 

i am so poor thing =(

yihao said i was bui bui last week
yongjian said i'm a transexual yday
shaun called me ah bui yday
simon labelled me ah ma today (!!!!)
and yihao reiterated the fact that i'm bui bui again today

-sniffles- am i really that fat?? =(

1:53 AM | 0 possessed

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