loads and loads of things have been happening since my last proper blog.. like the sin-m'sia match (asean championship) that andrew dragged me to (he paid for everything! which is just the $6 tix but still =D) it was fun! all the swearing (hey i only use the f word sparingly, which is more that i can say for andrew and joonwye) and the booing hehe i'm so glad we bumped into joonwye there cos andrew's army frens weren't very friendly (they thought that andrew and i were.. together -_-)
then there's the sin-thai finals that i went with di c and et =D went there half-dead and during half-time, but it was pretty fun too =D too bad our seat was too far away to really see the action.. then prata after that! wow it was alot of food man! =D hmm.. then not much stuff..
vday was like any other normal date (like how it is every year cos i find it really commercialised) i made choc truffles! i bought the kit from japan (choc making for vday is a REALLY BIG THING in japan and they have all kinds of equipment and kits *-*) and this time, the truffles were a success (i think yj u've seen me through the past two failed choc making attempts right? =D) hmm i remember taking ALOT of pics on my truffle-making.. where are they?!
oh yeah and before that! the day c di and i got drunk! it wasn't drunk-drunk (since drunk is defined as passing out heh =D) but we got really high! cos we drank so quickly and we were high to begin with, playing all the stupid drinking games di taught us (and we were determined to have fun, since it was di's last clubbing night =D) 2 jugs of vodka ribena and 12 shots between the 3 of us in abt 15 mins -_- had alot of fun at mambo (the pple around us gave us a pretty wide berth, which was perfectly fine by me.. more space to dance!) but really everything was spinning, and we were laughing like crazy =D then we went over to phuture.. was pretty unstable on my feet, but i think i did better than c and di -_- really couldn't walk straight.. it was more packed there but still we were left alone (if u discount this one guy who tried to chat me up and i just blah-ed my number to him -_-) i think we were too high and crazy haha! danced to all of like ONE stupid song before i had to use the toilet -_- some nice guy at zouk led us to the toilet =D i was really really high! it was so fun! but after peeing (and telling di how i wanted to dance with this certain -ahem- guy hehe oops -_-) and everything, i started to lose the highness ah!! then it was back to phuture for another pathetic song (btw i don't remember the songs at all -_-) and one measely circle of a few guys around before.. i don't remember what exactly, but di was really quite gone, so c and i brought her to the bar.. she didn't really recover after a glass of water, so we brought her outside.. and she started crying.. i think it's the subconscious worry and the alcohol la =D so di cries when she's drunk! (another jane, but thank goodness di wasn't screaming for her mummy =D) c and i spent loads of time trying to calm her down, then we decided to leave since di wasn't recovering.. but i really really didn't want to go!! =( when i went in to get our bags (yes i was sober by then, and the stairs posed just a TINY problem =D) i met my classmates -_- and some guy who tried to talk to me -_- that was like all for my high night.. c's dad sent us back and i was talking and talking and talking in the car (more to reassure everyone that i was fine) but c said i'm a talkative drunk =( geez.. then et came over cos he was worried heh and we had a pretty serious talk (just that i kinda in a way stoned off cos i was so tired) =D i didn't sleep at all that night cos my flight was in like 5 hrs -_- and the sweetest thing! et went and bought me nasi goreng!! yum yum yum =D (ok yj so u can finally stop pestering me about this story =D)
then.. it was cny. boring la not many ang pows! =( i liked what i wore! played mj and lost everything i had (no not my clothes though just all my chips get ur mind out of the gutter! =D) but was treated to supper hehe =D et's frens are FUN! and mostly nice except when they try to tease me =D hehe then clubbed the next day at MOS.. yes so much for "i-hate-mos-the-music-sucks" etcetcetc huh? the music was good prob cos it was like a special thing.. well at least they didn't play the whole fricking song from beginning to end.. and they played alot of old favourites that phuture stopped playing.. and it wasn't that packed there (i still don't understand why alex and kay thought that mos was "f-ing packed".. phuture beats it hands down for its sardines-ness -_-) at least i wasn't PLASTERED to someone or something there.. and hey i had space to dance! =D it wasn't that bad clubbing with et and his frens.. but nothing beats dydc! =D ok scratch that y out HEHE =D i reiterate the music was GOOD the mixing was good =D hmm then my cny was pretty mundane after that..
then for school update.. i am SO SO SO SO SO behind school i'm really startin to worry for myself =D i have to catch up this week (that is, if i have time left over from studying for the 113/acct tests and doing the biz law assignment/presentation and acct report etc etc etc -_-) the good thing is, biz law text is really interesting to read! i think it's much better than acct at least it's clean and clear and neat -_-
i have the tv, laptop on wireless, a book and my hp for entertainment. milk, water, cny goodies and sausages for sustenance. and the tissue box to my left for emergencies.
what more can i ask for? =D (ok maybe a massage but i'm contented as it is =D)
[ the weight of our expiry date is pulling me down ]
why do little boys insult little girls that they like? cos that's the only way that they know how to get a reaction from the little girls, to get their attention.
anyway, mass uploading of pics. for the benefit of yj and c who don't use friendster (as well as the twins who barely go on friendster -_-) here are the ddct pics i uploaded there =D
=D and pics from sin-m'sia and sin-thai matches: for exclusive footage please contact me. $1 per sec of footage. haha! i've got ZILLIONS of video clips!
and ntu frens:
and cny pics! it's been a fun cny cos of all the photo taking *-* i saw my DARLING! he's in primary one now and i can finally (kind of) understand why cheryl does all kinds of weird things to seth =D
these are just the selected few of the ZILLIONS of pics i've been taking =D i love my camera =D
anyway, i just typed out some quotes from two books i've been reading/ have read..
how long can you wait? i can wait until my heart bleeds with sorrow.
when we use the 'we' pronoun we place two people behind a joint action almost as if they form a composite being. many languages have a special pronoun to use about two - and only two - people. this pronoun is called dual, or something that is shared by two. it hink it's a useful concept, because there are times when subjects are neither single nor many. you are 'we two', and a 'we two' as if that 'we' cannot be split. as far as i was concerned this new pronoun came as quite a shock. 'we' - as if something had come full circle. it was as if the whole world had coalasced into a higher unity.
the orange girl by jostein gaarder
i wonder if i will ever be the orange girl to someone. is there is jan olav out there that exists for me?
and of cos, my favourite quote from my favourite book:
"'have you any soul?' a woman asks the next afternoon. that depends, i feel like saying; some days yes, some days no. a few days ago i was right out; now i've got loads, too much. more than i can handle. i wish i could spread it a bit more evenly, i want to tell her, get a better balance, but you can't seem to get it sorted. i can see she wouldn't be interested in my internal stock control problems though, so i simply point to where i keep the soul i have, right by the exit, just next to the blues."
slacking during biz law lect -_- i didn't sleep at all last night!
hmm it's interesting how all activity on dydct blogs/gmails only start when i'm away for the 5 measely days huh -_- and after reading c's blog, i feel so sad that i didn't get to experience all those with them.. like manicure and baking and whatnot.. sigh I MISS U DI!!!!
last weds was a fantastic day.. just that the end was too early and i was so worried abt di =( but yes that was a fantastically wonderful night =D
radioblogclub is the greatest invention. oh maybe except for the crab cracking thing =D
It's time to surrender It's been too long pretending There's no use in trying When the pieces don't fit anymore The pieces don't fit anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
Well I can't explain why it's not enough Coz I gave it all to you And if you leave me now Oh just leave me now It's the better thing to do
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us the first time that you introduced me to your friends and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand when I was feeling down, you made that face you do no one in the world that could replace you
Dreams, Dreams Of when we had just started things Dreams of me and you It seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you feel the same way too
this song is damn sweet.. and really sad. it's the closest to what i feel.. used to feel.
