Sunday, December 31, 2006
[ あけましておめでとうございます ]
slightly early to say this, but happy new year =) and we're one year older again -_-
anyway, just for the heck of it, the new year resolutions:
1) to start exercising =)
2) take better care of myself (which includes bothering more about skincare, eating on time so that i won't get more gastric problems, and not fall sick so often)
3) work hard and play harder! =D
4) smile more
5) talk less when it is unnecessary
6) be happy
7) maintain friendships!
8) finish whatever i start out doing
this seems pretty doable.. hope this lasts =D
anyway, everyone reading this! hope that 2007 will be an even better year!
11:28 PM |
1 possessed
Thursday, December 28, 2006
[ sigh ]
can't seem to get well in this cold weather -_- i've been sick for
ages and NO WAY am i gonna stay sick over the new yr. being sick on xmas eve and xmas was bad enough. stupid seasonal cough >.<
was feverish enough last night to really reconsider clubbing haha.. decided to see if i could sleep it off, but i couldn't. but what the heck just go club! especially since both daph and cheryl would be there =pp met alex the suaku there last night (unfortunately his frens looked abt 5 yrs too young for me -_-) of cos, we were squished like sardines most of the night.. at the beginning, it was pretty great, cos the dance floor wasn't too packed (note that i didn't say "pretty empty").. then the music and the crowd became progressively worse.. a few very amusing guys too (they probably didn't mean to be so amusing but well...) hmm by 1am i was really really sick of the crap music, sick of the pple around squishing us, sick of the smokers blowing their poison gas at us, and just physically sick. thank goodness there was a legitimate reason to escape at 130. anyway, to cut a long story short, met tzy, stomach hurt like never before, went into velvet (which wasn't much, actually), coughed my head off (oh it
really impressed the cute guy near me -_-), went for dim sum, and got a ride back. yay so didn't use a cent last night (i love being babied =D)
oh and i finally stopped work! yes yes yes! felt quite bad that i didn't stay till the whole case was closed, but well.. i don't like sitting neither here nor there freezing my nose off everyday (while wearing 2 thick jackets) and trying to find something to do while waiting for calls.. haha omg there was a vv cute customer who tried to make conversation cos his comp took a vvv long time to startup.. talking abt the weather and new yr.. and i was just like "er.. yeah.." to him =pp i still can remember his name and email =pp there were some really nasty customers who just kept yelling at us, but some really nice ones too =pp now only for my pay to come..
10:17 PM |
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Monday, December 25, 2006
how do you feel when you realise u're in the wrong world?
we're from different worlds. we're different in most aspects of life. i'm just a phony, a fake good associating with the real ones, and pretending that i belong. in actual fact, i don't. the differences are subtle, and it is so easy to pretend that they don't exist. but these differences clearly states that i'm wrong, and i don't qualify to belong.
trying makes no difference to the truth.
5:02 AM |
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
[ wishful thinking =) ]
ok xmas is almost on us and i haven't gotten my wishlist up yet as promised.. so here's a simplified version. everything that is material and can be bought only =D (i realised that most are of the same category..)
1) books: jonathan stroud's barthemaeus (i can't spell this for nuts -_-) trilogy, neil gaiman's sandman series (i love the box set *-*)/stardust/anansi boys, haruki murakami's kafka on the shore, glen duncan's i lucifer/death of an ordinary man/love remains, nick hornby's a long way down, jostein gaarder's orange girl, flowers for algernon, aldous huxley's brave new world, 1421, some book on math (i can't remember the titles).. and many more i can't remember =pp
2) dvds/vcds: oh man i want so many.. brother beat (j), full house (k), 7 swords (drama version-c), touch (j), rondo (j), rough (j), lovely complex movie (j).. and the 2 zillion movies i missed the past 2 yrs.. oh and potc, royston's shorts too!
3) cds: justin timberlake's futuresex/lovesounds(yes i like that album alot)
4) gadgets: motorola razr red!!! usb keyboard for my laptop (for playing audition haha!!), psp, ps3 (*-* this is really wishful thinking haha!)
5) prints stuff: notebooks, files, wrapping papers (the swirl design)
6) makeup: more mascara (anna sui, lancome), eyeshadow (light blue, yellow - m.a.c.), paul and joe stuff (just cos they look so pretty =D)
7) scents: kenzo's flower/summer, davidoff's echo for women, bvlgari's omnia crystalline, polo black (yes i know it's a guy scent but i love it so much, i don't mind having a bottle to just smell =DD i'll never get sick of it)
8) knitting stuff: yarn in all colours and weight, circular knitting needles, needles in smaller sizes.. *-*
... i can't think of anything else for now =pp
3:31 AM |
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[ dreaming.. ]
had a very nice dream last night.. abt a cute guy! it's some unknown guy that i once dreamt about.. around a year ago (haha!) that was so fun cos it was in some unknown place not unlike s'pore.. so well the previous dream was about how we met.. and last night's was abt how we re-met! so cool =D sadly enough it's only in my dreams.. and my mum woke up halfway through our date -_-
i need to get to know some cute guys. time to indulge in my shallow side =pp i'm not looking to be attached now anyway!
2:29 AM |
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
[ omg i'm so tired ]
i don't wanna work anymore!! i hate work! >.< -whinewhinewhinewhine- i hate waking up so early! i hate never EVER having enough sleep! i hate the cold there!!!! =( but... every time i go to town i see all the stuff i wanna buy.. and then working seems bearable after all.. kinda. =( i've got a few more days to go.. SIGHHHHH.
went clubbing yday.. omg my nightmare came through. had a bad feeling abt clubbing but decided to go cos supposed to meet lloyd and tzy there.. sigh. i told myself (And di) that i don't mind bumping into fab and stanley and aaron and whoever there, just not eric.. and guess who tzy brought along with him? stanley. and guess who i saw at phuture? eric. RARGH!!!!!! just kill me la! i saw alex, then i knew he was there. lo and behold. DAMN IT! (sorry for hurting u di dear i kinda lost control for awhile..) and then further in i saw ah kow and gang. -_- sigh. i was kinda (truly) suprised that i didn't see fab there. rarr. tzy was v nice the whole night.. =D sometimes it's nice to be treated like a kid (all these pple whom i grew up with never cease to baby me -_-) and let him take care of me.. he was pretty sweet to save me hahaha.. anyway, we had a space on the phuture dance floor (suprise suprise) to hide from eric, but i decided that the circumstances required alcohol (alot of it -_-) so we went to get my lychee martinis.. they're easy to down. =D and we never got back on the dance floor there for the rest of the night. the crowd was CRAZY! -_- it was packed like never before.. where did all these kids come from?! well walked past eric and group (they were situated at the entrance it would've been impossible to avoid them) and pretended not to see them.. the next time we tried to enter phuture, they were leaving, and so i had no choice but to say hi.
actually i was telling di (before we saw eric there -_-) that i was starting to miss having someone to hug and etc.. but i still didn't feel anything. prob miss the companionship but no love remaining? i dunno.
well anyway, the bulk of last night was spent in zouk proper, drinking and talking. we were coerced into drinking with tzy and frens cos they had FOUR jugs of long island tea between the 3 of them -_- so we just drank some la.. (i hate long island tea.. but not as much as chivas nor johnny walker -_-) and joked around with the guys, danced abit, sang to the music (i ended up with a sore throat today -_-) and drinking some more.. wow i haven't drank so much for awhile haha.. then stanley joined them -_- and his hands were kinda.. all over. ok if you can try to visualise, i was sitting on the 2nd step of this grandstand-looking sitting place.. and he was standing on the ground dancing, so he just "happened" to put his hands on my thighs.. and even on di's when he talked to her! i had to push him off -_- he was kinda drunk i guess -_- bleah. and then he (i think it was probably his fault.. after all, he was holding it!) split long island tea on me.. dropped the jug while trying to put it on a tray.. yeah well it was all over my jeans and my heels.. ARGH!!!! so irritated.
oh yeah! bumped into sacha last night! i didn't recognise her but she recognised me.. hmm. =pp
10:33 PM |
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
[ perpetually tiredd -_- ]
hmm been a lil while since i updated.. been tired =( been working, and trust me, data analysis and reconciliation isn't easy man -_-
went to st james power station on fri night.. we were totally cheated. turns out that powerhouse was for (What else?) house music -_- but anyway we walked around the whole place.. one room had a live latin band, which was pretty cool.. did amusing things.. but. i really can't dance sigh -_- watching c and di makes me feel so zi bei.. but the good thing was that i had gordon for company (in feeling stupid haha!) oh i love the mirror outside the toilet, it's REEEEAAALLLLYYY flattering =D couldn't stop checking myself out in the mirror (my sad way of trying to find some self-confidence haha) then we went to swensen's for supper -_- was exhausted the whole of last week, basically.. =( i can't sleep as much as i want to!! =(
i really hope work ends soon.. i can't take it already, am falling sick (and binge eating haha) =(
i'm craving PANCAKES! and french toast! (all ur fault yj >.<) and swensen's fries! and sticky chewy chocolate ice cream! and strawberry shortcake! and stuffed crust pizza! and bbq sauce chicken wings! (and the list goes on...)
can't wait for weds =DDDD
12:37 AM |
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
[ party girl ]
i am sooooooo tired. -_- went clubbing last night with di (daph was lazy and decided not to go).. lloyd and andrew were supposed to be there too, but they cancelled in the end cos of the rain.. thank goodness the rain stopped when we reached. =D di i love uuuuu!!! otherwise i would have to remove my makeup without even stepping out of my room -_-'' anyway!!!! phuture music was SO GOOOD! heh heh heh but drank too much too quickly (too much by my standards, ok -_-), so got sleeepy really soon, esp since it was SO SQUISHY -_- i love phuture music! and guess who i met outside? LAURA YEO. omg. she became a girl. the influence of ac is really v scary.. haha! oh man i was really really really shocked.. but still, it was great to see her =D
di stayed over last night (we took EONS to bathe and remove makeup and what not -_-).. we talked till 5 abt alot of things =D esp how s'porean guys really get the order of chatting a girl up ALL WRONG (and that they're pretty gutless =pp hehe =X) and how they can rub themselves against any girl on the floor but not dare to get numbers. -_- haha!! oh it was so fun.. last night i was jade (last week was erica. next week shall be.. we shall see. =pp) and i totally bluffed my way though la! i told one guy i was 19, 1st yr in ntu eee, and another guy that i was 20, in ntu eee, from hc, but in arts. haha! =D the former's a fake (i think) rj guy, and the latter from hc (i know who he is! but OF COS he doesn't recognise me. would anyone?!? =pp)
and the best thing? it was my first day at work today.. so i dragged my poor aching body to work with 2 hrs of sleep.. i'm working for NETS in the eNETS division.. and i have to re-state this: i REALLY REALLY HATE calling strangers on the phone!! it takes me 2 mins to try to find the courage to call a customer. argh... but ok la at least i'm EARNING MONEY!! i don't mind clubbing and going to work the next day too =D i'm so glad c's back and we can go clubbbbb!! =D haha oh man i'm turning into a party girl =D
11:34 PM |
1 possessed
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
[ quiz-crazy ]
thanks to yj, i went and did like 30 quizzes at a shot -_- am putting up some of the funnier (and more accurate ones =D)
anyway, am desperate to find a job. D.E.S.P.E.R.A.T.E. -_- went shopping with my cousin, and i saw a pull and bear top that i really want!!! =( but i'm so broke. SO broke. =( so gotta wait till i find a job. sigh. anyway, i can't wait to go clubbing! =pp
| You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
| Your Inner European is Swedish! |
Relaxed and peaceful.
You like to kick back and enjoy life. |
| You Are 28% Brutally Honest |
Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest.
You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone! |
| Are You Gonna Be My Girl by Jet |
"So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
And i really wanna make you mine"
You impressed almost everyone in 2004 - and surprised yourself. |
| You Are 24% Hypochondriac |
You can deal well with being sick - even if your symptoms are a little scary.
You're occasionally prone to worry about your health, but only when you have pretty strange symptoms. |
| Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
| You Are a Mermaid |
You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. |
| You Should Drive a Ferrari |
Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good! |
i never thought i'll be a ferrari person.. it just doesn't look that great to me (for the amt of money it's worth =pp)
| Your Extroversion Profile: |
| Assertiveness: High |
| Cheerfulness: Medium |
| Friendliness: Medium |
| Activity Level: Low |
| Excitement Seeking: Low |
| Sociability: Low |
| You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach |
You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun.
And you don't just love summer... you live for it.
So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach! |
| You Are 28% Intuitive |
You're definitely an intuitive person, but you never go on your gut alone.
You tend to be more analytical than intuitive - possibly because your intuition has failed you in the past.
When you don't have enough facts to make a decision, you don't mind listening to your gut to figure out what to do. |
| Your SAT Score of 1400 Means: |
You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern
You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush
You Scored Higher Than Al Gore
You Scored Higher Than David Duchovny
You Scored the Same as Natalie Portman
You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates
Your IQ is most likely in the 130-140 range
Equivalent ACT score: 31
Schools that Fit Your SAT Score:
Amherst College
Dartmouth College
Williams College
University of Pennsylvania
Columbia University |
| You Are a Chihuahua Puppy |
Small, high strung, and loyal.
You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you! |
omg the very breed i don't like -_-
| You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut |
A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image.
On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex.
You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time.
Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence. |
| You Are A Loyal Sidekick |
While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way! |
12:01 AM |
1 possessed
Saturday, December 09, 2006
[ funfunfun! =D ]
have been having fun the past few days.. i can't wait to have my camera up and running again so that i can take pics!! =DD
daph and di came over to marathon korean drama on fri.. too bad cheryl couldn't make it =( it's not too bad a show.. but i think we'll have more fun with kim samsoon hehe =D talked alot and played alot.. fun! =D heehee
went out with winnie and linghong on sat.. so sweet they asked me out! we went to bugis, the land of sin haha!! spent more than an hr at the stationery shop looking at all the cuuuuuute notebooks/lettersets/notepads/stickers... they were all calling out to me:"i'm so cuuute, buy meeee~" (-_-)'' couldn't resist temptation and bought a mushroom notepad and a mixedcat schedule book =D i LOVE them!! =D oh and we took neoprints too! i'm so happy cos i don't look FAT in them =pp
then went out with daph di and CHERYL today =D supposed to go for the racingqueen event, but it rained, so we decided to go to town and walk/slack around.. omg today was a food day -_- ate SO MUCH rubbish.. but so satisfying =D i love the taka basement =DDDDDDDDDD went round looking at stuff.. but NO CANNOT BUY cos i'm so broke =( i need a job!!! shall call the agency tmr..
then after that we went over to cheryl's house (but not before buying katonglaksa/rojak/friedcarrotcake/hokkienmee/currypuffs/dessert/bandung from macphearson =DD) to watch her pack and to slack around.. hmm seems like we do that alot =pp we ATE ALOTTT and just talked and did stupid things like learn the rubberband trick.. =DDD can't wait for cheryl to come back! =D
anyway... i'm really single and happy =D i didn't expect myself to get over it so quickly, but well.. =D am really enjoying myself now
1:00 AM |
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Friday, December 08, 2006
[ ouch =( ]
my feet hurt. so does my thigh muscles. and my ankles. -_- i'm old and creaky. my muscles can't take a night of clubbing! -_- this is sad. i'm totally out of practice. haha!! -_-
yup, went clubbing last night with daph and di.. so fun! i missed zouk =D there were ZILLIONS of pple there (prob cos uni exams just ended and it's the hols for everyone..) and the queue was crazy.. but at least we managed to get in! =D the music at mambo was SO GOOD =D and phuture too!! *-* was so happy hehe =D there were quite alot of cute guys there, but... SO MANY
HOT girls!! -_- felt so zi bei =( bumped into a few acquaintances there, suprisingly =D but the place was SO PACKED 75% of the time, we were just being squished -_- and it was the first time i stayed till the lights all came on! woot~ so fun =D haha cheap thrill, i know =) i can't wait for next wed!
met shermie today =D had fun just talking and crapping with him, and walking around (but.. my poor feet -sniffles-) had ramen at cuppage which was pretty good =D then met mummy and kor at taka.. it's been a v long time since we shopped together =D mummy bought the igallop haha! =D i shall tell u guys whether it really works in a few weeks time =ppp
i really really need a job =( i'm surviving on practically no money -_- and it's the xmas season.. sigh. i really hope to get a job asap.. if not i won't be able to afford clubbing!! o_O
anyway, stupid blogger's giving me so much problems. shall work on it tmr -_-
2:34 AM |
1 possessed
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
[ cbday? ]
are we having cbday this year? anyway, just in case, i was thinking abt what to do/buy.. i don't know!! =D went to PS today to walk around and get some ideas (also cos that silly di didn't reply me -_-).. i think i've thought of SOME! wow but stuff at spotlight are REALLY very expensive -_- like that $4.30 BUTTON. it's just a plain white round button with two black stripes. -_-
well ANYWAY, i've got a few ideas.. maybe i'll do all of them, since they're all quite small.. and not as impressive as those stuff that u guys did last yr! =D
wanted to eat gelare's 1/2 priced waffles today (it's been a VERY VERY long time since i ate it..) but was alone >.< so decided to wait till next week.. so we better eat it ok!!! i've got a craving for it now =(
it POURED like crazy today.. and of all places, i had to be at PS, where the bus stop is SO FAR AWAY -_- i had an umbrella, but i got totally soaked.. and my bag too. -_- had to stay abt 5feet from the kerb cos the cars would zoom past and SPLASH all the water -_- and i stepped into ankle (i had heels on -_-) deep puddles while crossing a NEWLY REPAVED road.. my POOR SHOES =( but i don't know why, everytime i wear it, it'll rain. -_- sigh. so i went home all soaked and tired =(
poor me ='(
12:10 PM |
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Friday, December 01, 2006
[ finally ]
yay everything's up, i'm so happy!! =D all thanks to my
shifu: yj! ahhh i'm so glad i finally made the move here.. everytime i go through a breakup, i have to move my blog -_- that's damn sadanyway, i'm finally free(-er) to talk abt things..like today's mj with ah peng, simon and yihao! damn if i had my camera i could have taken some pics.. they came over to my house to play mj.. i played the first 4 winds without a single win -_- and a few times in the next 4.. my cards were mostly v nice, but just no luck to win.. well, we didn't play with money (we're poor students haha -_-) so i don't really mind =D they kept singing and laming and suaning me (as usual -_-) haha so fun =Dbefore that, simon and i treated yihao to island creamery cos it was yihao's bday yday.. =D happy! i think i overate though -_- i had a scoop of kahlua latte, and one scoop of nutella.. hmm the nutella was not bad, but the base abit tasteless.. i like the nutella bits though =D kalua latte was abit bland.. and weird-ish.. more latte than kahlua.. the mud pie was nice! yihao and simon had the revers-o and cookies and cream.. mmmm nice! =D (other pple's food ALWAYS tastes nicer =pp)anyway.. the twins are back!! i hope we can meet up soon haha =D
4:16 AM |
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