Thursday, November 30, 2006

[ rargh ] 

i really should get a blog to rant abt things instead of practicing semi self-censorship -_-

ARGH. i just can't help but be pissedddddddddddddddddd

>.<

-inhaleexhaleinhaleexhalechokesonsalivacoughcoughcough-

12:05 AM | 0 possessed

Monday, November 27, 2006

[ more pics =D ] 

exams are over!! now to fill my days with something to do.. at least, till the twins are back =pp i'm SO BROKE!!! need to find a job.. someone pls recommend me a job, any job, as long as i work regular hours and a decent pay (no night shift nor weekends nor bangladesh pay pls)...

stats was.. well. i didn't study at all, so it's no wonder that i couldn't do the qns. haha! i really have to buck up next sem.. at least attend lects and complete my tutorials, if nothing else.. i really dread the thought of having to go through exams again in a few more months =(

had fun with the guys today! lunch was really great.. even if all of them ganged up against me and kept making fun of me! =(

anyway, some more pics =D i'm so obsessed with my pretty face HAHA! =pp butttt!!! my camera's gonna cost $220 to fix!! OMG!!! T.T

daddy (do), mummy (re), me! i'm taller than i expected haha! (3inch heels there)stats frens! (why oh why can't i keep my eyes open in pictures -_-)super enthu ob group (at least, most of us are =pp) and our a+ reportob classmarketing class (no it's not the haze, it's just that my lens fogged up cos the tut room was too cold)trying to come up with an indian-y pose =ppalex, me, and kor's stupid finger -_-

11:04 PM | 0 possessed

chalk and cheese are separated not because they are different, but because inherently, they are incompatible.

just want to f- the paper tmr. nothing's getting into my head. sigh.

12:21 AM | 0 possessed

Sunday, November 26, 2006

[ tired. ] 

don't know why i've been so tired the past few days.. esp since i've not even started studying for stats -_- i just keep sleeping and sleeping..

been busy with the temple this weekend.. happy! =D celebration dinner last night was so fun! one of the few times we can all let our hair down and enjoy!! and how often do we get a buffet inside the resthouse? though it's true that it's the grange road premises, that's why... had alot of fun with all the YA and the little kids.. pictures galore!!

and then we went over to kbox.. one room for the young pple and one for the oldies =pp it's an eye-opener man.. we old teens didn't recognise all the songs that the kids were singing.. feilunhai and k-one and what not -_- while we were singing songs like.. jacky cheung and mayday and wu bai -_- this is the so-called generation gap huh =pp the funniest thing was when the waiter in charge of our rooms asked tzy: "wah such a big group, where are u all from? church?" and he got such a shock when tzy told him "no, we're from temple." haha!

but my poor camera's spoilt.. my fren dropped my camera while he was taking a photo for me ='( shall bring it to be fixed.. but ARGH! no camera tmr means no photos when we go out and CELEBRATE!!

anyway, shall go try to start studying stats.. it's in 12 hrs' time.. sigh. maybe i should just go get an mc -_-

8:29 PM | 0 possessed

Saturday, November 25, 2006

[ dying..... ] 

to get out! i've been cooped up at home studying (more like watching tv and slacking on the comp -_-) for the past 2 weeks.... AUGHHHHHHH i'm gonna go crazy soon -_- i need some fun in my life, i feel like a old hag -_- can't wait to go clubbing with cheryl and the twins when they're back!!!!!!!! =DD (though it seems like they've outgrown clubbing haha =pp) i just want to get out of the house and start finding my self-confidence (though yes i know confidence is supposed to be generated from within and not found from other pple..)

i need a break from everything.. either temporary or permanent, but really, it's time for a change.. both environment and personally.. and i'm all geared up =)

(one thing though: i've got one more paper to go -_-)

1:10 AM | 0 possessed

Thursday, November 23, 2006

[ i'm losing my memory... ] 

yes, i'm turning old and losing my memory... -_- yj was so amused/horrified at the extent of my long-term memory loss... seriously, i'm vvvv bad at remembering things.. in the short-term it's still ok cos i force myself to remember.. but my long-term memory is non-existant. that's why i can never remember the books that i read (the plot, character names, titles even -_-), my teachers in sc/hc/aj, the fact that jamie teo was in hc -_- i SERIOUSLY don't remember her. omg!!! -_- i need a memory recorder before everything i know gets eroded away.. -_-

on another note.. it's so much more fun to learn abt marketing.. at least it's something i actually UNDERSTAND =D i just realised that i get v restless when i sit down and concentrate on studying/doing notes for more than 1 hr at a go.. i get this perpetual tick/itch that keeps building up -_-

2:12 AM | 0 possessed

[ this is it then. ] 

confused.

and apprehensive.

i can only hope that this is for the best.

12:41 AM | 0 possessed

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

[ -_- ] 

just as i decided to go running today to work off all the fats i've accumulated over the past 2 weeks from all the sitting/lying around at home and pseudo-studying... it rained today. ARGHHH. i promised myself (with di as witness haha) that i would go running.. and i even went to plan my route! -_- it's pouring cats and dogs and frogs and whatnot now -_- GEEZ. i think i walk an average of 500 steps a day at home.. that's how sedentary i am. and my house isn't that big anyway. -_- all i do is walk from bed to comp and back.. from my comp to the tv.. once in a while, i go to the toilet and get food/water. and that's it. -_-

i really really HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT... to think i lost a little bit of weight recently =(

di!! come back and teach me dance steps!!!!!!!

5:07 PM | 0 possessed

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

[ dreams of flying ] 

i really want to go travelling around the world.. hmmm. backpack la =D unless i become very very rich before 30 =pp especially russia.. i really think russia's very cool!! =D ever since i studied russian history, i wanted to go there and take a look at all their museums, the st basil cathedral... etc. and places like hungary, austria.. places that i could only read about in books (all the boarding school series =pp) like the chalet school series (which, btw, is in my ultimate-wants list =pp) *-* i think i can coerce yj to go travelling with me (esp around japan.. hopefully next yr? =D) but some places in the world, i think a guy's necessary for self-protection.. hmm. =pp

1:34 PM | 0 possessed

[ =DD ] 

got my wallet back =D intact (though i'm sure i had more money in there... -_-) anyway, econs and globalisation are both over!!! yesss!!! globalisation wasn't that hard to do after all.. maybe cos the so-called essay qn was guided=pp i actually found the true/false and mcqs harder to do.. maybe cos i didn't study -_- i think can pass... i hope, at least..

as for econs, i'm suprised i could do most of the paper =D i'm proud of myself! =D but didn't complete the paper cos there wasn't enough time -_- at least i wasn't the only one eheh...

now there's only mktg and the dreaded stats left.. -_- hope i can survive till the 27th.. then it's PLAYTIME! =DDDDD

12:26 AM | 2 possessed

Sunday, November 19, 2006

[ nothing in my way ] 

"I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?"
- keane.

4:47 PM | 0 possessed

Friday, November 17, 2006

just as i was gonna say how great the ntu admin officers are, i encountered someone really........ -_-

but the person i spoke to from the office of academic services was totally rude. -_- cos i lost my wallet, and i was referred to them by the student affairs office.. she didn't listen to me, but talked to other people around her while i was talking (without even informing me to hold on or whatever), then asked me things i already told her while she wasn't listening. she just went on and on about irrelevant things.. like how they knock off at 5.15pm when the call was made at 4.20pm, and the only thing i said to her was "may i ask for ur help in..." before i was cut off by her (and what i wanted her to help me do was to check the time of the first paper in the exam hall on mon, cos i have to get my wallet and my matric card before my paper on mon also.. it's not like i was gonna ask her to get my wallet and deliver it to my house or anything -_-). and the worst thing!!! she KEPT pressing some STUPID button on the keypad while talking to me.. as if i could hear her very well to begin with..

just cos they're dealing with students doesn't mean anything.

this reminds me of the police report incident the last time i lost my wallet -_-

with such low standards of service quality, it's no wonder that singapore needs foreigners to work here.

4:37 PM | 2 possessed

[ post-exam resolution ] 

other than shopping, going to the beach and basically just spending the most money in the shortest time possible (if i find my wallet, that is)

i have to really spend time with old friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i get into this once every half yr or so.. this nostalgic/guilty mood =D

so this time, i've gotta be more proactive abt it rather than just wallowing in depression...

another list to be done! =D

4:26 PM | 0 possessed

Thursday, November 16, 2006

[ whoever said ntu was boring? ] 

haha OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this really shows that ntu students are creative, contrary to common belief =pp



this is SO amusing!!! anyway i found the song's original mtv here...

haha hope yihao doesn't get a nightmare tonight =D

sigh back to ob =(

11:49 PM | 0 possessed

[ music is my sustenance ] 

am surviving on a musical diet of hiphop -_- it's the only thing that keeps me going now..

finally managed to catch justin timberlake's my love on a big screen.. and danity kane's showstopper video.. they're really hot man =pp oh and all saints are back? saw one of their videos.. they sound the same, and are still as sexy =pp i'm glad to see that christina aguilera is out of her fat/trashy funk.. she looks reallllly hot in the pdiddy video =D

ok now i'm feeling the motivation to go running and lose weight. =pp

ps. seems like i underestimated the ob text. it's NEVERENDING man -_- am rushing to finish it reading it before the paper tmr -_-

7:56 PM | 0 possessed

[ wah sian. ] 

-_- i'm going nuts. unfortunately, it's not cos i've been studying.. ARGH i just can't settle down.. and everytime i try to read the stupid ob text, i fall asleep.. this is the first time i'm getting it so bad -_- sigh... i'm just waiting to go shopping and go play after the 27th =pp

msn isn't working. sigh. =( yj and i tried to use gmail, but i think all the other msn junkies flooded gmail too, so that didn't work either. and i really don't like y!msger, so that's out too. so we're just emailing each other on hotmail -_- we're really too reliant on technology man.. just cos msn doesn't work, we're so helpless =pp but! msn should be more aware of their social responsibility man! it's so commonly used in s'pore! now that it turned wonky, we're all stranded and helpless here.. haha it's kinda amusing actually =pp

ok back to perceptions and learning. it's the most USELESS chapter i've ever read -_- can't blame me for falling asleep =pp

2:15 AM | 1 possessed

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

[ i hate thissssssssssssssssss ] 

=( i don't wanna studyyyyy -whinewhinewhinewhinewhine- i'm dying to go shopping.. red accessories!! =D woah i'm so happy with my red belt =D oh yeah and for the red slvr/razr.. gonna ask my cousin if i can actually use it in s'pore.. if i can, gonna transfer whatever money i have in my bank to yj and beg her to buy it back for me =D or maybe she'll buy it for me as a suprise bday gift huh heheh =DD

but sigh there's the exams to go... DAMMIT! >.< it's abt 2 weeks till i'm FREEEEE! =D

am actually feeling quite.. loved. HAHA! =D cos i've got frens who sms me to encourage me to study.. like yihao (although it was at 3+am -_-).. shanjing, who keeps nagging at me online ("just put ur hand on the bk, and flip it open.... ok then keep it open and read it").. simon, who keeps telling me to jiayou =D

and yday, when i was quite.. not happy, some pple just suddenly talked to me =D unexpectedly =D

well anyway, just dying to get the exams over and start going out with the mktg/ob/stats pple.. and to the beach with those kids =D

anyway, i finally officially moved out of hall today.. pretty sad to leave my "condo" for good =( but it's just not practical.. omg i didn't know i had SO MUCH barangbarang to move back -_- it's crazy man...... had to get joon wye to help carry some stuff =D really owe him a treat man.. (and yes! finally another person who's enthu enough to want to take classes tgt next sem!!!! =D)the hall 3 officers are really very very nice =D feel so happy...

now to pack everything in.. and change rooms with my brother... but first...

gotta study!!!

6:21 PM | 1 possessed

Saturday, November 11, 2006

[ wishlist =D ] 

shall just put an informal one here.. prob will design a nicenice one and upload onto shiseiten.net when the DREADED exams are over...

sigh i HATE exams =( i've forgotten how to study =(

anyway, i have confirmed that i really want the (not-so) new justin timberlake cd.. i really LOOOOOVE my love =DDDD the mtv is DAMN COOL *-* i really like the dancing.. check it out on youtube

hmm anyway:
1) the justin timberlake cd
2) tickets to phantom of the opera next year
3) the RED razr... or slvr =DD *-* (it's here)
4) red ipod nano (it's here)
5) red polka dot wedges! (yes i'm back into my red phase =D and in full force)
6) ever-elusive butterfly top
7) $200 worth of sephora vouchers =pp
8) lovely complex dvd (the limited edition *-*)
9) brother beat dvds
10) mocomichi picture books/calendars
11) houshin engi anime
12) neil gaiman, jostein gaarder and haruki murakami's latest books
13) dance classes =pp

i want a red pretty motorola phone.....................................

1:48 AM | 0 possessed

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

[ KAWAII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ] 

oh man this has to be the best ever ep of tsubasa... spoilers for ep 37 (but not much anyway, since it's like a crazy filler ep).. anyway, i think the production team must've had a field day doing this ep.. all sketchy kindergarten art as the backdrop, and ALL CHIBI!!!

they're so adorable!!!! they're short and round and they have FAT TUMMIES!!!!!!!

chibi all



THEIR FEET CAN'T TOUCH THE GROUND!!!!!


where's the ground??



kuro-pon's HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!

kuro-zilla



reminds me of wish, where they were chibi and absolutely adorable!!

but after one whole ep of chibi everyone, i'm glad for the (mostly) nice normal art of tsubasa... =DDDDDD

one more time...

THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7:39 PM | 2 possessed

Saturday, November 04, 2006

[ pics ] 

some pics from my ntu life! i've got loads more in my phone, but till i get a bluetooth thingy, it'll be stuck there..

anyway, some pics of my mktg group....
us slacking in andrew's roomme and yihaoandrew and his beloved cardsah peng and hwee minah peng and andrewnice nie scenary!my mktg group =D

and others...
aerial (kinda) view of my hall.. looks like a condo right!!my new hobby =pesp in boring tutorial (eg. ob) classespart of my tutorial group on welcoming day

and a video of andrew's magic trick!

cool stuff huh!

10:30 PM | 3 possessed

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