Thursday, August 31, 2006
[ =( so sian.... ]
save me from binge eating >.<
am listening to techno in a desperate attempt to numb my brain and focus on the marketing thing. but it's "retro" techno - 90s techno-pop.. not the disgusting monotone mono-rhythm crap u get nowadays
damn sian lahhhhhhhhhhhh
9:47 PM |
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[ surveys (aka i'm trying to escape doing the marketing article >.< ) ]
i'm 24% guy and 75% girl! (hmm why doesn't it add up to 100%?)GUY-ISH:
[x] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[ ] you've played at least one sport on a team
[x] you've played more than 1 sport for fun
[ ] you hate pink
[ ] you love hoodies and jeans
[ ]pranks are fun
[x]dogs are better than cats
[ ]its funny when people get hurt
Total = 3
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ]pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy..its fun
[ ]u dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[ ] you own a ps2
[ ] you own an xbox
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a
firefighter
[ ] you own a psp
Total = 0 (-_-'')
[x] you used to be obsessed with power rangers
[x] you watch sports center
[x] you watch sports on tv sometimes
[ ] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain
Total = 4
[ ]you like going to football games
[ ] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister or brother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball cards
[ ] baggy pants are cool
[ ] you get sports illustrated/other sports/ guy
magazine
[ ] fire is cool
[ ] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature (prob?)
Total = 1
[ ]its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a
bunch of people
[x]green black red or blue or silver are your
favorite color(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[ ] you hate dressing up
[x] you dont care about your hair (to a certain extent haha =D and hey guys love their hair -_-)
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people
think
[ ] climbing is fun
[x] contact sports like basketball are fun
Total = 4
Now add the numbers up x2 and re-post with
your
score as:
"I'm _ % guyish"
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GIRL-ISH
[x] you wear lip gloss.(sometimes)
[x] you shop
[x]you wear eyeliner
[x] you buy different colored shirts
[x] you wear halters and tube tops
total: 5
[ ] you dont like shopping at hot topic (??)
[x] you wear the color pink
[x]you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you love hanging at the mall
total: 3
[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[ ] you take a long time doing your hair
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
(provided money)
total: 4
[x]you hate the movie star wars
[x] you cry in movies
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics, or
dance
[x] it takes you more than 1/2 hour to get
dressed and put on other accesories (it depends)
[ ] you smile a lot more than u should
total: 3
Add them up, multiply them by 5, and post as "i
am _% GIRL-ISH
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Were you named after anyone?
>> my brother's kindergarten classmate (so he says) or rather, crush (that's what we all think =) he was the one who named me
Do you wish on stars?
>> nope
When did you last cry?
>> when we last fought a few days ago
What is your favourite meat?
>> mackerel (sashimi)!! =D
What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?
>> probably westlife (it was an xmas present!! =)
If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?
>> hmm.. not sure =D
Are you a daredevil?
>> i've got no guts =D
How do you release anger?
>> simmer and probably blog.. write all over my hand
Where is your second home?
>> prob eric's house haha!
Do you trust others easily?
>> depends, i guess..
What was your favourite toy as a child?
>> my barbie dolls!
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
>> so much so that i wish i could be less acidic/gentler/sweeter
What do you look for in a person of the opposite gender?
>> hmm humour =D
Would you bungee jump?
>> no way!!
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
>> for my running shoes, nope.. too lazy =D
What's your favourite ice cream flavour?
>> butterscotch!! =D
What is your favourite colour?
>> green!!!!!
What is your least favourite thing?
>> prob speaking in class
What do you miss most right now?
>> paper prata from athar!! (looks pointedly at eric)
What are you listening to right now?
>> jason mraz.. (still trying to find that stupid song >.<)
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
>> prob. glittery green =D
What is the weather like right now?
>> rainy =( everything just feels damp >.<
Last person you talked to on the phone?
>> eric =D
The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
>> height
How are you today?
>> stoned. =p
Favourite drink?
>> milo-peng!
Favourite alcoholic drink?
>> prob.. white russian =D
Natural hair colour?
>> black-black
Eye colour?
>> black (and red sometimes when it's swollen =D)
Wear contacts?
>> i miss my contacts! stupid eye infection!! >.<
Siblings?
>> 1 elder brother..
Favourite month?
>> hmm march! my bday! hmm actually no, i prefer december.. combined bday and xmas and anniversary! and cos dydct's together only in dec!!
Favourite food?
>> too many to list, i live to eat =D super craving for paper prata/butterscotch ice cream (i get influenced too easily)/diana's sticky date pudding =D/cakes and pastries.. all comfort food la =D
Last movie you watched?
>> woah.. prob pirates of the caribbean
Favourite day of the week?
>> sunday! slack day!
Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?
>> ehh... don't think so heheh
Scary movies or happy endings?
>> happy endings, i don't pay good money to get tortured =D
Summer or winter?
>> winter.. white wonderland! (not in s'pore lah)
Hugs or kisses?
>> hmm prob hugs =D
What book/magazine are you reading?
>> immortality (milan kundera), my textbooks -_-, freakonomics (and online manga =D)
What's on your mouse pad?
>> don't use one, too troublesome.. and it kinda interferes with my optical mouse
What did you watch on TV last night?
>> don't watch tv in hall, i don't even know where the tv room is =pp oh but last night i watched abit of the trashy 9pm drama at eric's house =pp
Favourite Smell?
>> baking =D
Do you regret ever breaking up with someone?
>> yup i DID, but that's just history =D
Time of finishing?
- 7.05pm
6:55 PM |
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
[ help help help help ='( ]
what an anticlimatic 2nd post today (after the one below) -_- i'm super irritated now cos i CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THIS
FRICKING SONG that i can hear in my head.. but (and of cos there's a catch, if not i wouldn't be irritated -_-) the only thing i know abt it is that it sounds VERY SIMILAR to dani california by red hot chili peppers.. the beginning, at least (the instrumental part).. and the rapping is like jason mraz.. i have this SNEAKING suspicion that i might be confusing it with geek in the pink.. but i think not.. and i can't seem to find it!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! >.< this is absolutely KILLING me. >.< i've gone through my whole library of songs, and it isn't there! (i think)
HOWWWWWWWWWWWW =(
1:57 PM |
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[ 我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪 ]
am i growing up? or am i finally sick of my antics? i guess after all, skin-deep scratches on my wrists are as temporal as pen ink on my palms.
1:51 PM |
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
[ quick one ]
hi guys, just a quick note!! life's REALLY BUSY now.. been sleeping at 3+ every night trying to do my tutorials, read my notes and all the additional readings etc.. argh i've gotta learn how to manage my time better =D
anyway, got friends! not v close yet, but i've only attended 2 tutorials up till now, so i think it's not so bad.. am glad! more on sch life soon (once i get my schoolwork settled =)
6:30 PM |
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Monday, August 14, 2006
[ pseudo stalker ]
went to orchard this afternoon.. when i walked past the bus stop outside tangs, i caught a glimpse of a strangely familiar face.. i didn't need to think for more than a few secons to recognise it as.. ee shuen's face. other than daph (whom i'm SURE doesn't read this,since she doesn't evenread our emails >.< ), don't think u guys know who she is.. she's my band senior, 3 yrs older than me, and the drum major of that year.. i totally idolised her, cos she's really funny but scary at the same time (the first impression i had of her was punishing the flutes section (by doing pushups sigh -_- pumping) on our first band session) i met her a few times when i was still in jc, and that was it.. it's scary how different she is now.. she's prob just started work, and while her face hasn't changed that much, her body has.. it's really depressing to see her out of shape when she used to be so pretty.. and after that, while i was struggling with my files and textbook, she was swept away in the orchard underpass current.. and i think i was glad i couldn't find her in the sea of people..
wonder whether this will happen to me soon.. (or maybe it wouldn't cos i'm not pretty to begin with heh)
2:16 AM |
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
[ =( ]
this is pathetic. i don't have anyone to eat dinner with..
6:19 PM |
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
[ restraint order needed ]
gag me please, someone. i'm really gonna stuff a shoe or something equally stinky into my mouth. feel so hapless in my idiocy. i really hope i can make friends. sigh.
anyway, i just bought a $10 tix for the d&d for my hall.. at butterfactory. not sure why i just wasted perfectly good money on that, esp since i don't know anyone in this place, and i have no particular urge to go clubbing on a thurs with a full day of lessons the next day. not to mention my oh-so-persistant eye freaking infection. but back to the point: i don't know why i spent perfectly good money on that stupid ticket. to delude myself into thinking that i can legitimately bitch abt not knowing about the hall foc? or, like i said to the the guy selling the stupid tix (and banging on pple's doors at 1am in the morning), am i buying a place in his og?
i'm really working myself out to be so likable, ain't i?
on another note, i'm having gastric pangs.. but too lazy to eat and then brush my teeth again. sigh.
oh and i (finally!) discovered the itunes sharing thing! too bad i'll prob never find out who's the person who had songs from so many different genres(and reliant k! though not
bemyescape though)..
hungry.. and i still have to plough through my lect notes for tmr.. =(
1:31 AM |
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Friday, August 04, 2006
[ hostel (part 1 ...? =) ]
hey guys! i've finally
(kinda heh) moved into my room! must write to me k! i'll be lonely in here =pp i'll give u guys the snail mail add soon =D
haven't seen my roomie yet.. i kinda suspect that i don't have a roomie, but i'm not sure.. wonder whether it's a good or bad thing then? heard from my neighbour (who's shifting to another hall today sigh) that alot of pple are moving out on my floor.. and that she had the whole double room to herself last yr cos her roomie didn't come in till much later.. maybe there aren't that many pple who are willing to pay the higher rental etc?
my room's really quite nice! from the outside it looks like a condo, and well, i guess it's pretty big! and nice and clean and new yay =D had quite a bit of problem with the internet connection.. and spent 12mins on my hp with the tech troubleshooter -_- my phone bill....... thanks to my mum and dad, i moved most of my stuff and cleaned up my room really quickly yday =D thankfully i followed their advice to "bring your maid if you have one, otherwise, bring your mum along" =D but there are so much more things to bring in! i've already brought in.. i think 8 big bags of stuff (cos i brought in all my econs and math notes.. and food =D and even mineral water, thanks to my mum -_-) have yet to bring in the MOST IMPORTANT STUFF...................... my shoes and bags.. haha!!!
tried to walk from my room to the audi for freshman welcome just now... my god. i was totally lost and walked up and down the same road 3 times -_- and there are no bus stops near my hall.. shit! anyway i'm not really far enough to take a bus to the admin or sch blocks, but not really near enough so that it's just a run away when it rains =D but i'm thankful, cos my cousin's staying at hall 11, which is REALLY REALLY far away =pp will put up pics of my room soon! oh and i tested today, i can cover the dist from home to sch (aka room to nbs blocks) on heels! yay! =D
really hope to make frens.. and i really really really really really really really hope someone comes and enlightens me on the whole GER-PE (prescribed electives), GER-UE (unrestricted electives) and minors soon.. i have no idea what's going on.. or maybe i should just register for my minor modules next sem? .. should i minor in math? cos it means.. that i'll have school on mondays!!!!!!
aiya shall see how. have spent the past 1.5 hours trying to figure out this whole thing. all i got in the end was a headache. sigh.
4:48 PM |
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
[ all for... ? ]
i realised that.. i might be really going crazy. as in psychopath kinda crazy.
while i'm getting more tolerant and.. more politically correct to the pple around me, i'm also starting to fly into.. those kind of blind anger/rages with him. which is scaring me. i get so angry i can't think, i can't even breathe. kinda like having a mild asthma attack? and i really don't hold back in hitting him.. i can't think, i just know that i'm so angry, i really want to kill him.. and when i put my hands around his neck, i really do press down, and imagine how it'll kill him. but i manage to stop before i really do break his adam's apple.. so far..
he's now got scratches and probably bruises from grappling with me and cos i tried to break his hands.. during my latest blind rage
i seriously considered stabbing. now i understand why pple kill their loved ones. one, cos they really deserve it (yes, i mean it) two, in hope that the one being killed would FINALLY realise, understand,
feel the pain they're going through; and three, to finally really possess the person fully. and when they finally wake up from the psychopathic fit, they kill themselves cos they can't withstand the reality. the guilt and the crime, at least.
2:39 AM |
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[ pics are up! ]
.. finally =Dit's just part of the zillions i took =D have fun! =D
i PROMISE to blog abt it soon.. that and my hostel room haha! =D
moving in tmr.. and my room's still in a mess.. don't even talk abt packing stuff to move in yet -_-
12:46 AM |
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