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Thursday, May 25, 2006

[ shoes ]

i'm in spasms of delight from looking at the super cute shoes at nue.. they're so pretty!!! =D makes me wanna go shoe shopping again =pp

just needed to e-squeal abt that =p

12:06 AM | 1 possessed

Sunday, May 21, 2006

[ slow heh ]

never thought i'd say this, esp after so many years, but..

i'm getting quite excited over cs!! =D i've played it a few times over the past 4 years, and half life with my cousins all the time, but i just started playing it properly.. to keep a certain someone company =pp i totally suck at it though heh =pp but anyway. it's fun! =DDD

4:44 AM | 1 possessed

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

[ i need help ]

sigh. i totally don't understand the whole greymatter thing like the cgi bin thing and perl and what not.. and yj is it actually possible to have 2 separate blogs if the cgi bin used is the same (it is the same right?)..

i'm confused, and i need someone to hand-hold me through all these...

=( i really wanted to do the coding for my new layout today!! =(

10:39 PM | 3 possessed

Monday, May 15, 2006

[ more boliao stuff =pp ]

My ex is ... part of painful memories
Maybe I should play less mj heh =p
I love it when you make me laugh
I don’t understand why i can't stop eating
I lose myself easily
People say what they say, i try not to care
Love is painful
Somewhere, someone hates me heh =p
I will always love snacks =pp
Forever is something that doesn't exist
I never want to be abandoned
When I wake up in the morning, i'll press the snooze button 5 times or more before rushing to work late =pppp
My past was pretty embarrassing heh
I get annoyed when pple cancel on me at the last moment
Parties are for you to socialise?
Kisses are best when they're unexpected (in a good way)
Tomorrow is always unpredictable
I really want to have paper prata from athar!
I have low tolerance for noises

_ _ _ _ _ _

Dunno where i got this from:
Fancy a bit of physical perfection? You go for the athlete type!
If you're looking for a fab body, you've found him! Your Athlete is anatomically perfect. He has all the right cuts, lines, and curves. But, being the good person that you are, you're attracted to him for more than his aesthetically pleasing physique. It's difficult for you to resist his extremely social nature. He has loads of friends, and he thrives around them. You like how people flock to your man. He's very popular and always part of the "cool crowd." There's no such thing as a party without him. He might tend to avoid intellectual discussions and political debates, but his energy and masculinity draw you in. Your Athlete is a true man's man, and he'll make you his Duchess

Your true color is Brown!

What's Your True Color?

Brought to you by Tickle

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

9:39 PM | 0 possessed

Friday, May 12, 2006

[ woozy again ]

from the smell of nail polish and nail polish remover.. and from 6 continuous hours of reading, trying to make sense of the hacker world..

yes yj, i finally got round reading the blue nowhere.. NOW i can understand why you kept telling me to read it..

i feel so happily wozzy from reading and processing.. breathless from the plot twists..

i think i rediscovered reading =D

7:23 PM | 2 possessed

[ hmmm. interestingly true ]

just received this chain mail from my friend (who is 13 and forwards all kinds of things to me) the fact that u don't receive anything from me shows that i break all these chain mails and i'm probably cursed with 1 zillion years of bad luck in every aspect of my life.. which probably explains my life now. heh =pp

anyway, wanted to blog to say how i realised i haven't gotten a soft toy since sec 4.. nor have i bought one for myself (but don't u think buying urself a teddy bear is quite.. sad?!) i received like 5 in sec 4 from all the juniors =D i saw pam's bday tatty bear a few days ago, and read that little book on why it's grey with a blue nose.. omg, it's so cute!!!! =D she was pretty suprised that i've never received soft toys from guys..

now i have the urge to buy a tatty bear cos it's grey with a blue nose!!! =pp

anyway, for the chain mail.. parts of it are suprisingly true.. see girls are so easy to understand, so guys, quit whining!! =pp (i'll only put up the parts i really agree with =p)

1. If you like her...ASK HER OUT already!!!!!!!!
2. When you hug her, put your ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close.
4. If she's the only one in your life, TELL HER.
5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her.
7. If she hangs up on you, call her right back.
11. If she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say "Me too." and stand there; give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.
12. Don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.
14. When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
16. When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
17. When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

12:43 PM | 3 possessed

Saturday, May 06, 2006

[ long awaited? =pp ]

hey guys.. been so so busy this week. but it's the weekend again!! yay! and it's election day today.. but well i haven't been keeping up with the news, cos i'm not even legally able to vote yet.. and my mum said my grc's a walkover. so well. =pp

anyway, abt sch -makes a face- ok i've got all my offers (FINALLY!!!) i really honestly thought i wasn't gonna get anything from smu. maybe they're desperate. econs can't be THAT popular =pp heh anyway.
1) nus: fass (econs)
2) ntu: acct
3) smu: econs
but well, it's prob gonna be ntu. hmm. should i stay in the hostel? i'll never get out of the west side of s'pore if i do, it's just too far away from civilisation heh =pp

as for my hair. shall post the pics again cos i'm supposed to be in town soon. =D but of cos, i still have time for rubbish, like this thing i got from cheryl (and i laughed SO HARD at cheryl's =pp):

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all intact twelve months following.
MARCH
Attractive personality ( heh i hope so )
~~Sexy~~
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
~~Secretive~~
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity ( hmm i guess i can't stand noises much..? but ironically i sometimes complain that the music isn't loud enough at some clubs heh )
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others ( yeah! totally!! look at my job! =pp )
Easily angered ( how true =pp )
Trustworthy (? =)
Appreciative and returns kindness
~~Observant~~ and assesses others
~~Revengeful~~
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves traveling
~~Loves attention~~
~~Hasty decisions in choosing partners~~ ( i don't think so... i hope heh =D )
Loves home decors ( well i don't hate it.. )
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize nyahahahahar. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

2:15 PM | 1 possessed

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

[ one of these again ]

Place an X by all the things you’ve done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends, including me! Use copy and paste not forward.

( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
( ) Crashed a friend’s car
( ) Had your car crashed by someone other than yourself.
( ) Stolen a car
(X) Been in love
(X) In love now
(X) Been dumped
( ) Been laid off/fired
( ) Quit your job
( ) Been in a fist fight
( ) Snuck out of your parent’s house
(X) Had feelings for someone and confessed
(X) Had feelings for someone and stayed anonymous
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
( ) Ditch your date cause he/she is crap
(X) Lied to a friend
(X) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Paris
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been to more than 10 countries
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
( ) Swam in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
(X) Made prank phone calls…
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(X) Slept on a beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Played truth or dare
( ) Kissed a stranger
(X) Place a bet on a guy/girl
( ) Cheated on someone you care about
( ) Lived by yourself
( ) Missed rent
( ) Got evicted

hmm. i think i'm boring. haha!

12:46 AM | 0 possessed

Monday, May 01, 2006

[ teevee ]

i realised that.. it's not that i don't like to watch tv, nor that i don't bother watching tv.. but that i consciously avoid committing myself to the tv. once i park my ass in front of the tv, i get hypnotised by all the flashing lights. i kid u not. i can't even crawl off the sofa to go to the toilet. and thus, i waste 4 whole hours vegetating in front of the tv. the only good thing is that i don't even have the willpower to rip my eyes off the tv to get food, so i don't snack. =pp

and that's a recount of how i spent the past few hours.

10:55 PM | 0 possessed