Thursday, March 30, 2006
[ breaking point ]
always looking out for my spiky-haired boy =)
12:32 AM |
0 possessed
Sunday, March 26, 2006
[ one down =p ]
nus down, 2 more to go!!! i must finish them by tonight though.. =( i don't wanna do them!!!!!! hmm. damn tired from kayaking today.. esp since i was like a nanny to my two stupid cousins who acted like 5 yr olds, splashing each other and trying to capsize each other's kayak. under normal circumstances, i'd just let them kill each other, but this time i was sharing a double kayak with one of my cousins. that means more often than not, i'm the one who gets splashed, and when they try to capsize the kayak, poor old seasick me gets dizzy. -_- they're 15 and 16, btw. -_-
KIDS! and now i'm super brown -cries- two toned skin colour! it's so obvious on the legs -_- should have applied more sunblock =(
oh and i've just remembered why i wanted to blog yday and today (other than trying to escape my app essays la =) i'm really confused abt how to dress.. to quote cheryl, i'm an OLD LADY at the ripe old age of TWENTY -_- sometimes i really want to wear my short short skirts or my revealing tops etc.. but then. sometimes it seems so.. childish. like, should start dressing my age.. esp since i'm working and i can't wear all my short skirts etc to work.. but then! i've got the rest of my life to wear all the long swishy skirts, shirts etc etc etc. argh!!!! and half the time pple tell me i'm so childish and i don't act my age.. and the other half of the time i'm called old and "aunty" >.< (esp by my cousins) sigh.
i really can't wait till i stop working.
8:58 PM |
1 possessed
[ apps ]
uni apps are killing me. they're really killing me. don't feel like going to uni any more. anything as long as i don't have to fill up all those stupid personal essay parts. argh. on another note. i'm really falling sick. dunno whether to be happy or not, cos if i fall really sick, i'll prob be able to lose weight. it's v scary how my clothes are getting tighter and tighter.. sigh. ='(
my new contract is here.. and it's up till 30 may. don't know whether to sign it or not.. i guess i'll work.. but not till end may.. although audrey and i have come to the agreement that i'll only work till end of april, i think it's v v v v v highly possible that they'll bribe/blackmail/convince me to work to end of may if i sign till then. argh. sigh. should i?!?! i mean. it's another $1100+... but it's alot more torture.. sigh. troubled.
ok enough of escaping my apps =p sigh.
12:47 AM |
1 possessed
Thursday, March 23, 2006
[ swollen eye ]
i think my contacts have killed my eyes. the left one turned red and swelled the whole day. and the right one hurts like crazy whenever i try to remove it. i think the left one is infected and the right one might be scratched. di! advise me pls! =ppp
been so so so tired this whole week.. it's like how it was when i started working.. think my body's giving in again. sigh. and yj, i think i finally understand how it feels to be in the kind-of-sick-but-not-really-sick state.. it totally totally sucks.. i'm sick of feeling feverish and waking up with a sore throat and a headache every morning -_-
my room's in a v v v v big mess.. can't be bothered to sort out everything.. mostly cos i've been so busy and reaching home so late. i can't be bothered to do anything!! just sleep.. can't even be bothered to eat -_- anyway. can't be bothered. tired. =p
11:33 PM |
1 possessed
Friday, March 17, 2006
[ 将我的手.紧握 ]
wanted to change my layout.. have the pics, just not the html.. not much time, since the dinner's supposed to start inabt half hr's time..
my contacts really suck. they're killing me. think i'm gonna change to my dailies after i type this. I CAN'T STAND IT. every single day the left one would hurt. sucks!
anyway. my bday tmr. hmm. i don't really want to turn 20. really really don't want to. sigh... but well. can't be helped. all i want this bday are books.. well, will prob do a wishlist on kino.. *hints to dydc* it's good reference to this yr's cbay =pp alot of them are amigurumi books.. =D if anyone gets me the book and the materials, i will love that person forever.. cos i'm too lazy to start buying all the stuff and learn =p
having dinner at home with my family to celebrate my bday.. and my parents asked my aunts along.. so irritated. i don't want them to come. sigh.
having a headache from all the vcd watching. argh.
6:52 PM |
0 possessed
Saturday, March 11, 2006
[ recent buys =DDD ]
hmm before i get to that... my layout's working again!! =D cos yj's hosting the pics for me now =DD thanks dear! if we're sharing the shiseiten thing, i'll prob move this there.. but i'll confirm again after april k, cos i'm too busy now =pp my layout's been stuck like this for the longest time =D
anyway, was on leave on thurs.. and it happened to be the isetan private sale.. so went shopping with my mum... bought this green eyeshadow that i dunno whether i'll use, it's so much brighter than all the shades i usually use.. hmm. and!!!! i got this super pretty pair of heels.. it's lustworthy. =D it's so sexy! hope that gets transferred to me when i wear them heh need all the help i can=pp and i got a wallet as a present... hmm oh! and that blue zara top i got last week! pics below =DDD
4:50 PM |
0 possessed
[ another update ]
hmmm had a disgusting day at work yday.. crazy day. makes me reconsider taking leave... yen wasn't around so i had to cover her. with pple moving seats, a senior banker resigning, a client lunch presentation, i was beyond harried. the past two weeks have been super stressful again.. been getting nightmares of work -_- and the best thing: the first thing in the morning when i reach work, audrey called me into her cubicle.. and asked me abt the supposed confustion for the move.. when she kept changing her mind abt who to move every single day -_- i didn't know whether to laugh in her face or to get angry when she said,"i'm really v worried abt u. i don't know whether u've been
cutting private deals with people. this is not the way u know etc etc". cut private deals right. just cos i'm frens with u 3 doesn't mean i get shortcuts -_- at the most just free consultation =pp there was kenneth's (the banker who owns zuko, that restaurant where we celebrated out cbday, remember?) farewell as well.. at newasia bar (top of swissotel).. really didn't want to go, esp since i was working till 830 and prob later.. but got dragged there =p not a bad place, till all these irritating pple came and swarmed the member's area.. not to mention just park their asses all over our seats -_- had a few shots and champagne before leaving... was so tired after that!!! prob cos of the alcohol =pp
stole this from diana's blog:
| Dating Strengths | Dating Weaknesses |
|---|
1. Spirituality - 76.9%
2. Generosity - 60%
3. Intelligence - 57.1%
4. Kindness - 54.5%
5. Open-Mindedness - 54.5%
| 1. Shyness - 62.5%
2. Humorlessness - 62.5%
3. Insecurity - 61.5%
4. Lack of Essentials - 58.3%
5. Pessimism - 50%
|
| Dating Strengths Explained |
|---|
Spirituality - Your spiritual side brings you peace and balance, and keeps you grounded. This is attractive, as you can help reinforce this quality in other people.
Generosity - You are a giving person by nature. Others will see this quality in you and recognize your kind nature. Take care not to let others take advantage of you.
Intelligence - Your sharp intellect is a valuable asset. Use your intelligence wisely; avoid condescension. Quiet, confident intelligence is very attractive.
Kindness - You treat other people with empathy and goodwill. This positive trait helps you stand out and draw people into your warmth.
Open-Mindedness - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available guys.
|
| Dating Weaknesses Explained |
|---|
Shyness - You know all too well the limits shyness places on you. Putting yourself out there in social situations may be difficult, but essential to your dating success.
Humorlessness - You need to learn how to take a joke, or better yet how to tell a good one. A well-developed sense of humor is high on the list of desired traits for daters.
Insecurity - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating.
Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials!
Pessimism - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook.
|
| Take the Dating Diversions Latest Online Dating Quiz |
and, last of all.. cos a certain person complained abt the lack of his face on this blog:
3:48 PM |
0 possessed
Monday, March 06, 2006
[ blanking out ]
no idea why i'm so tired... i slept at 11+ last night!!! am dead tired now.. and here i am surfing around for craft books instead of doing my nus app (which starts today =pp ) hehe i'm so lazy!!! the inertia has totally set in............... can't move my ass. which btw is a damn big ass now i've put on like.. 5kg since cny...
ARGH!!!!!!! sigh. my mum told me i'm fat now.. i need to lose weight before my bday!!! -_- which is coming up.. feeling this immense sense of dread.. i'm gonna hit the big "
2" sigh. and i have this whole long list of stuff i want/gonna buy.. will update once i've gone and bought all the things i wanna get this week... cos i'm on leave this thurs and it happens to be the isetan private sale! yeah! =D
am crazy abt shoes again.. i have like 3 pairs in my IMMEDIATE REQUISITION LIST aka SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING list.. don't even ask how many there are on the NOT SERIOUS list.. haha! and I'M GONNA BUY THAT SUPER SEXY PAIR OF HEELS!!!!!!! tmr tmr tmr yes!!!! now if only my pay would come =ppp bought a cap and a phone strap thingy from roxy.. more out of practicality than out of a want =p so that's one step closer to going to sentosa on my bday.. though it'll prob be v crowded.. it's a sat after all.. oh! i must blog abt this! i've got this really pretty blue and cream top from zara.. i'm so in love with it =D it's so versatile! and i saw the perfect pair of denim mini at zara.. it's a straight cut faded black denim mini and it is so nice... BUT. i can't bring myself to pay 75 bucks for one denim mini.. then again, i'm gonna be paying 90 bucks for a pair of 4(+?) inch stiletto... hmm/ i dunno!!! =(
i can't wait to start sch i'm already thinking abt what i'll be wearing to sch ehehe and all the sch supplies to buy! like bag, pencil case, files etc.. hee! i can't wait i can't wait!! =D
stolen from gordon's blog:
| You Are Likely an Only Child |
At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.
At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.
In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books. |
| Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 61% |
Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.
Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.
Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.
You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! |
10:01 PM |
2 possessed
