Friday, February 24, 2006
[ k ge zhi wang ]
haha! becoming a pseudo k-ster.. went for karaoke last thurs and today.. had alot of fun!!! last thurs was so fun although i finished late, cos max and alex were damn crazy and max was super high -_- but it was hilarious.. should have taken video clips of max being stupid, then at least i can blackmail/threaten him (esp when he's making fun of me >.<) the place sucked though... it was so warm and the aircon dripped on me -_- went again today.. and i finally plucked up the courage to sing into the mic (yes, can u believe it, i didn't sing at all last thurs cos i was so paiseh -_-) I CAN'T SING TO SAVE MY LIFE!!! =( i really suck, i can't carry a tune and my singing has no tune.. i'm better off listening to them singing =D today's pics below.. really wanna go again soon! =DDDDD must practice beforehand though, my chinese songs are rusty =(
1:50 AM |
1 possessed
Monday, February 20, 2006
[ pics.. ]
hey guys!!! i miss u guys!! ok sorry damn busy uploading pics/videos/etc from phone to comp, dling songs to phone, dling songs, talking to ppl.. ok shall put some photos up now... enjoy! =D more pics to come the next few days =D
YJ I CAN'T WAIT TILL U'RE BACK AGAIN!!!! p.s. guys go get so sick [ne-yo] love generation [bob sinclair] move your feet [junior senior] get your number [mariah carey feat JD] currently on my repeat list =D
11:35 PM |
1 possessed
Saturday, February 11, 2006
[ hmmm... ]
the "what is your perfect major" quiz results were v interesting haha! maybe i should go major in english.. yeah riiight. =pp i'm v amused to see chem at the bottom heh that's true! but maths as third.. hmm maybe it was a good thing that i gave up on that dream in j2 hehe
anyway, i
MUST! talk abt clubbing last wed.. it was SO GOOOOOOOOOD i don't believe it.. surreal. haha! the music was so damn good.. wow! ok we had drinks at mambo.. hmm screwdriver (stan's free drink heh) then
whiterussian quickfuck cosmopolitan lycheemartini.. at one-for-one.. it's quite worth it =D the twins went to dance at mambo while we stood upstairs watching them.. then cheryl went to drink, and we went over to phuture.. oh MAN! I LOVE PHUTURE MUSIC!! played all the good songs (and the not-so-good but familiar songs =) so so so so happy! then the twins went back to mambo.. continued at phuture where the music only got better and better.. the mixing is damn good too (compared to the non-existant mixing at mos -_-) but all the pervs at phuture spoiled my mood.. there were alot of guys around us(me and the twins).. and i just don't like the way they try to touch/grab you.. like around the waist.. i think i'm just damn protected cos there was always a guy with us at zouk.. like erwin, eric, stanley.... so it kinda helped.. got so sick of trying shift away from those guys and all.. then when it was just me and cheryl at phuture, it was even worse, cos cheryl was so hot (booby tube! heh and short skirt =) there were so many guys trying to dance with her.. these guys were really grabbing.. and rubbing their -ahem- hard-on against her.. the music at phuture was still good, but we decided to run back to mambo =D mambo was so much less crowded! and the music was good cos i know all the songs! =D it wasn't like the 60s kinda songs (that they play at mos heh i keep criticising mos =) familiar songs from like early 90s that i LOVE! it was really fun dancing there, just do all the stupid moves, or dance wackily =D had the time of my life there, and at least i wasn't so worried abt being harrassed there =D had more space to move away from pervs, if nothing else =D all the songs like offspring's
comeoutandplay! i used to love that song! =D then there was the friends song and all.. think we really enjoyed ourselves there.. am a converted mambo-er! as long as i can escape all the cheesy 80s songs and all =D am v suprised that i can sing to most of the songs at phuture and mambo.. am i turning into a "chiong-ster"? =pp but it just adds to the high-ness =D
5:40 PM |
1 possessed
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
[ apt? ]
"comes with emotional baggage"
12:33 AM |
0 possessed
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
[ cool quiz =p ]
| You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!
Psychology | | 92% | English | | 92% | Linguistics | | 92% | Journalism | | 83% | Theater | | 75% | Philosophy | | 75% | Sociology | | 75% | Dance | | 67% | Art | | 67% | Engineering | | 50% | Anthropology | | 50% | Mathematics | | 33% | Biology | | 25% | Chemistry | | 17% |
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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11:32 PM |
0 possessed
[ i found the word ]
disillusioned. that's what this is. i'm disillusioned with the real world, with how my life has turned out, with love. i'm being dragged unceremoniously from my bubble of idealism and crashing back to reality.
1:20 AM |
0 possessed
[ lost ]
it's true, to paraphrase what cheryl said to me. i'm searching for some validation of my self-worth. i am so insecure abt myself. was thinking abt it last night, and i realise that there's nothing much that i'm good at.. so what is my excuse for my existance? it feels all too tiresome sometimes, to continue this struggle for survival. feel so worthless. nothing inside, nor outside.. feel so powerless, with everything pressing on me. time is running out, but i haven't found out the reason why i'm chasing after it..
i feel so lost, in this ocean of worry and uncertainties. i dare not take the plunge, i don't know how to. all my life, my life has been paved by my parents' decision. now that i'm bearing the full responsibility for how this path will continue, i can imagine the consequences of a wrong step, and all these possibilities of failure is weighing down on me. i want to be how i was, stepping where my instinct leads me, without calculating and analysing every detail like a miserly jew and his money.
i don't know how to express myself anymore, the only things i know how to write are work-related emails: how to bug pple nicely, how to sound cordial but not over-enthusiastic to superiors, how to indirectly criticise pple.
i feel so old suddenly. like i can just shrivel up and die. i don't want to think so much anymore.
12:41 AM |
1 possessed
