Monday, June 27, 2005
[ 6th month =) ]
yay! yday was a good day!
at first, i felt pretty bad abt not doing anything for him.. but yj convinced me that it's ok =D thank goodness.. i really didn't want to get him something for the mere sake of getting it only.. anyway, decided to go to esplanade.. went there last thanks to my eye ='( think i've got conjunctivitis again -bawls- wore my new pink dress!! =D my mum said it was v low-cut though.. hmm think i've become less conscious abt wearing low-cut stuff, compared to previously.. hmm? anyway, we decided to slack abit before dinner, so we headed to the v tea room.. ok BAD CHOICE. the menu made me want to cancel our dinner =D but the stuff were v pricey.. anyway, remembering cheryl's recommendations, we had the lovers brownie, the smoked salmon shepard's pie (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and some not-v-nice drink.. the one with bailey's in it.. my goodness. it was almost as expensive as our dinner, and dinner had 2 cocktails in it! anyway.. the shepard's pie was DAMN GOOD!!! i love it!!! abit small for the price, though. but anyway.. the brownie was impressive, cos the ice cream was of a bigger portion than the brownie itself =D the chairs being side by side instead of facing each other was kinda weird too, but adjustable, so it's ok =) and it was so embarrassing.. we dropped the knife, and it really CLATTERED onto the floor.. everyone turned to look.. felt like melting to the floor ='(
we were too full after that to go for dinner, so off for a walk we went! last part of the sunset.. it was pretty! pink and blue sky =D then i pointed out the places where we took photos on combined bday.. but it was pretty crowded yday =( and the glutton's bay thing was abit noisy..
so anyway, dinner was at al dente, for the alfresco feel =D it was pretty nice, but not much view cos we weren't by the railing.. anyway, we had a singapore sling and a long sex on the beach.. man we need to club more.. those 2 little cocktail (ok mine was huge) made me all red for almost 3 hours! and he was a little woozy hehehe.. had a carbonara and calamari.. but we were too full to finish it, even though we spent close to 2 hrs there =ppp
anyway! he gave me something amazing!! he made chocolates with almonds.. it's really impressive k!!!!!! there are white choc and dark choc ones.. and he made everything (other than the paper cups =ppp )! from roasting the almonds to the scrapbook of the process =p it's really nice!!! but i've got a bad throat >.< can't eat them.. seriously, u have to see it to appreciate it.. will put up pics of it if i can =D
1:40 PM |
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
[ i love sales! ]
hey guys hope i didn't worry u all with the prev 2 posts.. was going through a bit of problem with him, and i kept having weird dreams. esp of fab. imagine going to sleep half dead only to have ur ex going psycho on u in ur dream, then waking up at like 4am.. kinda freaky though. hmmmm... anyway think i'm kinda ok now la.. guess we're just always tired out and irritable la.. plus i've been feeling sick recently..
anyway!!! i'm really stressed out abt the 6months thing.. keep trying to tell myself it's no big deal.. no biggie, no siree! riiight. like i actually believed myself. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha maybe i'll really just get the shirt huh *winks at eric* =D
anyway, happy stuff!!
1)
I WON MONEY AT MJ YDAY!!!!!!!!!! 47bucks! WOOHOO! =D happy happy happy!! =)
2) mango sale today.. only reason why i went was cos there was this dress i
REALLY REALLY liked.. but i didn't find it in my size T.T got a skirt, another dress and 3 tops instead =D yay!!! heheheheh love them!!! and i feel so proud of myself- i've finally learnt how to buy clothes without my mum!! =pp
heh so loser i know.. anyway gotta go pack my room and stuff for my camp. take care dears! =D
9:32 PM |
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
[ everybody's changing by keane. ]
i have open wounds that needs to be soothed and treated, not forgotten and ignored in the hope that it will heal over and disappear just like that. you can't change things that happened in my past, and they will not disappear, however fervently you hope.
many things trigger painful memories. which i cannot tell you about, due to that wall of reluctance to even admit their existance.
3:02 PM |
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
[ this won't get me down. ]
i have been through worse.
i have seen my him walk away. leave me alone in orchard and go straight home while fighting.
i have been grabbed so hard i was bruised, to stop me from being the one walking away. as if i really would bear to walk away.
i have gone through days of not meeting, not talking to each other, and fighting whenever we talk, so it ends up being an extended 10 day quarrel.
i have been insulted, called names, and have everything dug up and thrown at me in a bid to hurt me as much as he can.
and much more.
that was then.
ignore me? u'll have to try harder to break my heart.
2:17 PM |
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Monday, June 20, 2005
[ lust =ppp aka PLEASE YJ HELP ME GET THIS!! ]
yj!!!! please please please please please help me buy these 2 things if u happen to go past a sephora anywhere.. if u can't see it, it's here, sign in with [ tiffany18@gmail.com ] and password [ shiseiten ], then check out the "my favourites" list.. i'm so sorry! cos i didn't have the chance to go back to the shop in hawaii, but it's really damn cheap and good! if u have to choose one, help me get the sparkly green jumbo eyeliner crayon k? the blue one is not so impt =D thank you very very very very very much darling!
12:55 AM |
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stole this from yj's journal =D
Your Birthdate: March 18 |
Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.
There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.
You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.
You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.
Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.
There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.
Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give. |
hmmm.. think the first half is pretty true, the second half..?!? heh =p
anyway, can't think v well now cos i'm so damn tired and cos i'm super pissed off with my mum.. argh. parents. drive. me. NUTS.
12:24 AM |
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Monday, June 13, 2005
[ back on my lazy ass =) ]
ok guys i'm back... as u all know =) and i'm a lazy ass, so i can't be bothered to do anything abt being back heh =) but since all of my fans are waiting expectantly for something abt my trip, i shall comply =) amidst all the rubbish swamping my room: jap mags, cosmo girl, seventeen, houshin engi manga strewn all over the floor, clothes i wore the past 3 days evicted from my chair and redeposited on my bed, uni letters, bags, money, books, makeup cluttering my table.. what a nice lovely lived-in feeling =D heh and a sharp contrast from my hotel rooms, kept in neat order with my iron fist (at shared areas like the toilet and tv table), nicely packed luggage(s) =pp okok enough of my attempt to be less boring. u know how a messy room looks, cos u guys have them too =)
anyway, hawaii first.
I LOVE HAWAII!!!!! i love the weather there.. it's similar to s'pore, but not so warm.. the sun's bright and all, but it's not humid, so the heat doesn't close in on u, and you don't feel all sticky and sweaty. the breeze is V cooling, so if u stand in the shade and the breeze drifts past, it might feel pretty cold =) anyway, not sure if u guys knew why i went hawaii.. it was somewhat like a missionary trip, for the hawaii lantern floating event.. can read abt it
here. i made ALOT of friends, youths from all over the world, esp USA youths. most of them are youths in the religion, but there were a few native hawaiians that i befriended too.. it was amazing! went to pearl harbor, and to ala moana beach.. we stayed in waikiki, just like 3 mins away from the beach! the beach was beautiful.. even from the plane, the water looked gorgeous.. u can really see the light blue, dark blue and green shades of the water representing different depths of the water.. and all along i thought was only in rpgs like ff7! didn't really have the chance to go into the water cos of my period and also cos was pretty busy attending workshops and stuff.. heard that the human scenary on the beach was like baywatch.. my frens went down to the beach on the first day while i stayed in the room sleeping cos i was sick.. and the shopping there! on the last day, we went shopping.. spring sale now, so some place had 30-40% discounts.. even at boutiques like coach, tod's and bally.. my frens are working adults, so they wanted to buy all the branded goods.. and so we went into ALL the boutiques. chanel, LV, prada, gucci, etc etc, u name it. almost died -_- imagine us, in shorts, t shirt and slippers, walking into all those places.. and my frens bought stuff =) some stuff were pretty worth it, i admit.. was so tempted to buy guess clothes, they were so cheap (in comparison)! this skirt was really nice, at abt S$50.. but it was DAMN short! it was shorter than most of cheryl's skirts.. can u imagine?! would have bought it if it wasn't made of the kind of material that flies up REALLY easily.. and other stuff la.. some stuff got me thinking v hard if i really wanted it.. but then i felt bad, cos i'm not working yet, so how can i spend like hundreds on some branded good?! anyway, i bought mostly just macademia nuts, some mags, a top for myself and one for eric.. and that's abt it.. oh yeah and some stuff from claire's =D i love claire's! anyway, hawaiian food is DAMN SALTY. maybe it's the american thing, but goodness. so salty!!!!! couldn't really take it.
then to japan.. spent abt 2 days with my frens and mum, mostly doing temple stuff.. then went off with my mum to meet my dad.. didn't really spend much too, cos the stuff there is DAMN EX! everything started from like 5000yen, which is abt 80 bucks. no way would i pay 80bucks for a tshirt! -_- and the transportation there is a silent killer man.. taking a train is at least 2bucks, and most of the time it's much much more -_- after awhile, shopping is boring la, no point looking at $100+ clothes =pp and super tiring too.. loved the hotel, cos it had a massage chair in the room! =D only thing of note: i went for this hot spa thing.. woohoo it was really hot man! all the water massage things underwater, pretty relaxing.. though my blood pressure's abit low, so i got dizzy pretty soon.. the amazing thing was that i actually dared to go there, cos it's a public thing, so everyone strips naked.. yeah imagine being naked from the lockers to the showers to the pools to the sauna room and back to the lockers for your clothes. but well it was fun.. and different =) and jap food gets abit boring after awhile.. esp since erwin reminds me of prata and roti john and all s'porean food.. not sure why i got sick of jap food though,.. maybe cos i was away from s'pore for a longer time this time?
am glad to be back in s'pore though.. missed him =D
anyway, all u homicidal pple, pls take care, i don't really want to wake up one day and find out that u've murdered someone.. -_- life away is not easy, but well.. there's only one way, which is to bear with it.. and diana, don't stress so much k!! =D
9:42 PM |
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
[ hawaii ]
hey guys i'm in hawaii!!! internet usage is ex erwin knows =p and i'm dying to go back to the hotel and pee =D
anyway, this place is lovely.. but i can't wait to get back to singapore still =ppp
take care!
5:51 PM |
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