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Monday, March 14, 2005

i can't bleed.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

[ ho hum ]

it's been more than a month since i updated.. life's still just as uneventful, and not worth blogging abt.. now that d and d are gone, i'm mainly occupied with the work at tpc, trying to lose weight but totally failing.

seems like my life will suddenly decide to suck one day, and everything will come all at one go. how abt giving it in smaller dosages.

results. not bad enough to get rejected from everywhere (i hope), but not good enough for law. enough said. wish there was no other alt for me but to retake. this is my worst case scenario. i dread going back to tpc on monday, with all the lawyers asking abt my results. law huh.

i don't really know what to say. feel perpetually screwed up inside. i don't know what i feel nor what exactly what i want. maybe i'm better off left alone. like caged up mental patients. beware, unstable freak inside.

i hate myself. i keep hating myself. my flawed self. i'm a lifetime away from near perfection.

sometimes, i think i should kill myself and help the world get rid of an undesirable.

12:32 PM | 0 possessed