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i feel like i've been floating through the past few months. i'm stuck somewhere where everything i feel is muted. it feels like DDC have been away for months, but it's only been a few days. nothing really hits home anywhere. have i left my heart somewhere else? for example, i miss having c and the twins around, but it's not an ache, it's more like i know it rather than i feel it. everything else that is happening feels the same. CNY is here, i know it in my head, yet it's impossible to feel anything. excitement, thrill, happiness, aches, misery. they don't seem to exist anymore.

at 4:18 AM * 0 hearts dreamt

 

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