+ and when the heart is set for eternity . .

> Monday, January 28, 2008 <

+ hate = loathe/abhore/detest/contemn

i am beyond hating school. found new words using thesaurus.com - i LOATHE/ABHORE/DETEST/CONTEMN school. and all the readings. and meetings. and projects. and presentations. and applications. and EMAILS. -_-

i need a break. a proper no-work-no-worries-no-school-no-tuition-PARTY break. just two days =(

and i hate (all these hatred huh) surfing around on facebook/friendster. i see all the pretty girls that my friends know and i feel so inferior. =(

i hate being unpretty. and fat. and sad. =(

at 2:28 AM * 14 hearts dreamt

14 Comments:

Seriously, you should stop comparing yourself to other people all the time. It'll just make you feel inferior and unhappy and what's the use of feeling crappy all the time?

Besides, you are NOT unpretty or fat. You just think you are. I think you're really pretty and not fat at all but I suppose my opinion doesn't really count since I've been telling you this for ages but you refuse to listen to me. :(

By YYJ, at 6:51 PM

i hate facebook/friendster surfing. was just telling di/c that i think i'm prob one of the unprettiest girl that people know. =( sad sad sad

By Tiff, at 11:43 PM

and NO!!! ur opinion counts! but no matter what anyone says i still feel zi bei.. inferiority complex. =( -hugs-

By Tiff, at 11:46 PM

Nah, I think you think you're unpretty because you only notice the pretty girls and never remember the ugly ones. If you look around on the streets there are actually quite a lot of average looking girls. It's kind of like how we always remember the times when the phone rings while we're in the bathroom but never remember that in reality the phone normally rings when we AREN'T in the bathroom. :p

Though I understand what you mean, I sometimes feel really zi bei too, especially when I look at photos of pretty/hot girls. Like my family friend who was utterly GORGEOUS on her wedding day. ^_^;; But just remember that most people actually only look good after they dress up/put on makeup! Anyone can look good if they bother. (And you bother... I'm too lazy to. ^_^;;) Like there's this really pretty girl on my law course who gave my friend and I a shock the other day when she wore a sweater and tied up her hair and wore really nerdy looking glasses since she looked like a TOTALLY different person. It's all in the presentation!

You are PRETTY, dear! And don't you forget it!

By YYJ, at 7:44 PM

hehe thank you dear =) u always make me feel better (whether it's by scolding/threatening/comforting me =)

By Tiff, at 2:59 AM

Good dispatch and this mail helped me alot in my college assignement. Gratefulness you for your information.

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