+ and when the heart is set for eternity . .

> Monday, January 22, 2007 <

+ can u tell i'm delighted to finally get my camera back?

it has been a long long time since i blogged. been going out every single day, and i'm really exhausted.. not to mention really lagging behind in school and in sleep heh. been meeting friends and ddc and etc. anyway, it would be impossible (and too tiresome even if it's possible) to talk abt eveything that's been happening.. but anyway, some stuff (this is mostly for yj's sake, although that heartless girl never bothers coming here -_-) we watched curse of the golden flower! hmm it's all v extravagant, but i found the movie only a little less crappy than i'd expected (almost everyone said that it was crap -_-) and yes di's stopped working, and she's got her pay! (but she's really trying not to spend it -_-) cheryl recovered and fell sick again, daph's finally alive again heh and we finally took real pictures! only like 5 (if you don't count the weird ones i took of c combing her hair haha) at sushi tei, but well.. better than none!

really wanna spend as much time with the twins as possible before they go back.. sigh. =( see di i told u u'd be too busy after u finished working. =(

well other than this impending sadness, i really think i'm very happy nowadays.. generally speaking la. if i'm happy and high 24/7, i'll be daph. haha! but i've been having this sudden feeling of really being contented with my life, and being happy. single and free and happy i guess haha! no obligation to anyone (except maybe my parents =) and nothing tying me down. and of cos, with ddc around (but i still miss u yj =( ) ok no i'm not 100% contented with my life cos i could do with more shopping money, coping better with school and losing more weight (but hey i've lost weight! i think this is the main source of my happiness) =D

oh yeah cheryl di alex (yeah amazing right) and me went zouk last weds.. wow it was pretty packed again -_- we slacked away at zouk till almost 12, then went over to phuture.. hmm the music was good, but it wasn't fantastic like the week before (though di said the music's like 99% the same -_-) alex was there cos he FINALLY gave up on mos haha and none of his frens wanted to go that night. it was pretty ok to have a guy there.. like when some weird guy started dancing with me, i went to dance with alex so i didn't even like have to go through some awkward "no" thing.. and i saved him from some overenthu girl haha! but it's damn wrong to dance with him, he's practically my younger brother! and teaching him how to dance with a girl ("no alex ur hands goes HERE and STAYS here") was really -_- and of cos, if there's someone who's gonna bang into me, he'll shield me =D but his presence meant less guys dancing with me haha! spent half the night trying to avoid certain people, but as fate would have it, we ended up at one corner of phuture right next to them at the end of the night.. oh! it was SO FUN dancing with di and c during that last hr, esp since c was doing really hilarious stuff to the lyrics haha! kept laughing my head off at her haha! and after like 1+ years, we finally went down to the floor together again.. reminds me of our 18th yr, when we started clubbing and we did really crazy moves on the dance floor! =D ended the night on L.O.V.E. and c trying to figure out how to do the hand signs haha

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO CLUBBING WITH DDC ON WEDS!!!!!!

at 9:49 PM * 2 hearts dreamt

2 Comments:

(this is mostly for yj's sake, although that heartless girl never bothers coming here -_-)

Hey, excuse me, I do ok! And I make up for not coming regularly by doing major catching-up mass commenting when I do. :p

What's Curse of the Golden Flower? How come you guys went to watch it if you knew it'd be crappy? 0_o

if i'm happy and high 24/7, i'll be daph.

Haha! This totally cracked me up. I still remember the time when we were in Spaggedies and she got high on water. XD

(but i still miss u yj =( )

I miss you too... *wistful hug* I thought I was pretty good at handling homesickness judging from last year, but boy was that ever a misconception on my part since I went home three times last year such that it couldn't really be considered being away from home for long... It's been only 5 months or less since I left Singapore and I'm missing it terribly!

Not all the time, of course, but when I read your entries or talk to you guys on MSN... *sigh*

But let's not get depressing. Now comes the important question... who is Alex? Hmmmm? *prodprod* Seriously, I'm getting so confused... I keep forgetting who you've already told me about and who you haven't and even if I vaguely remember the names I can't figure out who is who... I need to get you to write me an essay outline on "The many boys in the life of one certain person whose initials are TO, from age 0 to presently". XD

By YYJ, at 5:14 AM

1) u come here like once every quarter. and then u comment like crazy when i'm away -_-
curse of the golden flower is the chow yun fatt/gong li/jay chou movie.

2) yes that was what i had in mind! =D

3) i miss having u around =( -hugs- COME BACK SOON! -brandishes knife- =D

4) this alex (i have abt 4 in my phone i think) is someone i grew up with together with pk.. so he's really like my little brother. seriously it felt v wrong to dance with him. haha!! =D

By Tiff, at 10:10 AM