+ and when the heart is set for eternity . .

> Thursday, September 14, 2006 <

+ how do i get this out?

my friend passed away 2 nights ago. it's a family friend's son, but i've always been close to their family, especially his cousin and brother. i have no idea what to say to them. honestly speaking, i know there's nothing that i can say. when my uncle passed away 2 years ago, i didn't need any words. but it doesn't stop me from wanting. what can i say that is neutral enough, yet conveys my concern? "please take care". i feel so utterly useless. for a long time, although we didn't meet up much, she and i were good friends, 3 of us were. but now it's all fallen apart, and there's this awkwardness between us. and when i see her crying, there is just something that stops me from going over to console her.

it's not the first friend's wake that i've been to these few years.

and it makes me wonder.

if life is so fragile and so precious, why do i still harbour those thoughts whenever we fight?

at 12:11 AM * 0 hearts dreamt

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