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> Saturday, September 30, 2006 <

hmm can't think of a title. feeling so tired.. lethargic and just plain sian.

i wanna just let go and enjoy life! and i promise myself i will do that when cheryl, di, daph and yj are back in dec.. gonna save up so that i can just not care abt a shit (and maybe give my student a break cos tution is so so draining) at all, and just have fun..

not that i'm bogged down by work. having the recess week now, but instead of clearing my backlog and catching up, i've been slacking away and trying to escape work. think i've watched abt 40hrs of hk/jap/korean drama serials and anime this week -_- keep worrying abt school, abt how everyone seems to be much better than me, how my lack of presentation skills will pull grade, etc etc etc. feels like there are alot of things weighing me down now that i can't seem to identify, but i just feel so .... maybe it's all just an excuse.

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

at 12:10 AM * 1 hearts dreamt

1 Comments:

Yes! We must do our annual make-a-long-list-of-stuff-we-need-to-do-together-in-december! Like bake and rollerblade and ice-skate and do touristy things! (Which we still haven't done. -_-) And yes, I know your (our? Can't remember if I helped pay for it too) cookie mix is still in my house. :p

Let's all use that list as incentive to keep us afloat until the hols roll around. :D

By YYJ, at 6:45 AM