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no, don't worry, i didn't back out of clubbing in the end.. it would have been mean to eric, like erwin said =p but all the way queueing, i just wanted to go home so badly, while eric tried to calm me down. sigh.

oh yeah, if anyone wondered, white nails do glow in the uv light, but it really acentuates any imperfections and uneen painting, so.. yeah. =p

wore the black halter eric gave me on vday.. felt really fat and ugly, but a pretty long convo (more than 10 mins!!) with erwin made me feel a little better.. kinda =p phuture is still as crowded, ticket restrictions or no. it was REALLLLLLY crazy at abt 12.. alcohol makes me crotchety and sleepy, indeed.. until it's in my system proper, then i get high. haha! was kinda tempted to go over for mambo, but pple in there looked v sian (we looked through the glass windows =p ) and pple were leaving zouk continuously, so.. decided not to, even though gillian was in there..

started having fun close to 1 (after the alcohol did its job =), danced like anything with eric.. think he was abit high too hehheh.. think i lose all control over what i say under the effects of alcohol heh =D our song played!!!!! it was the first time we danced to that song together HEH HEH happy!!!! and diana, i told him u liked that song cos of how chxxs.ong danced, but he said he didn't have enough space to go down on his knees, so.. oh well. =pp his frens are ok, i guess.. helped that there were only 4 of them (that particular group la), and it was still ok heh =D

ok so i think i can dance after all, just hoped that it wasn't retarded (diana!!!! =( see la after that comment of urs i keep worrying that i look like a retard) or epileptic (spasming. -_-) or just plain wild (ie drunk).. dip it low played, and i thought abt u two! (c and di, since yj doesn't club =p) then erwin's song played, cheryl's song played wooohooo!! field day. the music was shitty till 12+ (as expected..) not much change from a few months ago, except maybe a few newer songs and a few older songs...

and yesssss~! i got eric to promise to go cb one of these days, to relieve that night HEH =pp ok think i'm feeling the aftereffects of the alcohol still.. but i didn't drink alot, just 1 1/2 lychee martinis and 1 screwdriver.. and one glass of water =D oh i spotted phuture's equivalent of the horny couple, slow dancing and glued front-to-front =p don't think they were the ones at cb though.. oh! lennard went (eric's fren, remember?) and got sian again.. sigh. felt so guilty, but there was nothing we could do.. he left early again, but this time at 1.. i had so much fun i decided to stay till 2 (screw the curfew =D )

was kinda scary on the way back though, cos he said he was feeling the effects of the alcohol.. which wasn't alot, the same amt as me.. so i got him to drive at 60kmph.. don't want a repeat of last wed (last last wed? it seems like a short while ago only...), esp since we came out ok cos he didn't drink then..

am happy, v happy, vv happy from last night! =D am in love heh =D i like the way he dances =D i felt ok with his frens =D heh but alcohol gives me bad bad gastric pangs =( =( =(

i can't wait for u guys to come back, then we can club together again!!!!!!!!! was missing dancing with u guys last night, cos we do stupid things together, like that pointing-at-jac thing.. makes clubbing more fun (and crazy)

love u guys!!

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