> Tuesday, January 04, 2005 <
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was gonna post abt today like a few hours ago. but then ken asked me to help him with his stupid blog and music. (-_-)'' technology idiot. anyway. today was. a super crappy day.
woke at 845, decided that i don't want to go to school after all, smsed my cousin, pk, cheryl and yj abit.. then yj got pissed with me, so i decided to charge my phone and go back to sleep.. the next time i woke was 1230.. to FIFTEEN missed calls and TEN smses. wow i feel so popular. haha =) most came from pk la.. anyway, wow so many pple actually smsed me! =) the day went downhill from there. ms wang couldn't send in our ucas application yet again, mummy got so bloody pissed with me today, got locked out of the house when i was already running late.. met eric at 430 when the original time was 3pm (before we kept pushing it back).. stupid marche was closed!!!! argh!! i was dying for calamari, so we went to the pasta cafe.. hmm the high tea sets are really very cheap.. had the omelette cake and calamari.. we just sat in there, ate, talked, he made fun of me only every other minute and came up with all his lame crap every other second =p, sat there and looked at each other.. went to g2000, but the black shirts were sold out.. i like their blazers though =) walked around wisma.. then he had to go meet his friends.. he smelt nice. as usual. mmm. =p heh. sigh think it's almost time for my turn to be exhibited.. sigh. yucks. hate it. don't want to be rated and judged by all those guys. i know, it's only fair, he's already met like all my good friends, pk, everyone. just that. sigh. i'm not pretty enough. not pretty to begin with. sigh.
anyway, met cheryl and di for dinner, yj couldn't come again. miss her alot.. didn't really see much of her in dec, and that felt really weird.. we decided we'll leave expensive jap food (akashi) for another day when we all go together. ate abit at sushitei.. not that good. maybe i'm just picky, but well.. anyway, the 3 of us were pretty stony, all a lil depressed.. di with chris, cheryl with
her him, me with.. pk? yj? both, i guess.
anyway. before i forget abt it.. new year's eve was pretty good, met pk to pass him his present, hugged him in front of all his frens (argh!!!!), met everyone but cheryl at bordersbistro. we all sat there, abit stoned, talked a lil bit, mainly me asking eric if he was ok.. scrawling all over the mahjpng papers, decorating and writing lyrics was fun =) at cheryl's house, we played taboo and pictionary.. god i really suck at drawing. like
her him (
hh) pointed out, all my drawings look the same. the same thing: a stick figure, etc. taboo was really funny. me cheryl daph in one group, the rest in the other.
c: u know, what -
hh- is?
me: an idiot?
[she was trying to say police..]
..
c: what tiff wants to be in the future?
me: mother?
..
hh: u know, sometimes we say u're ____ for choosing tiff
eric: tasteful?
hh: no! ok, sometimes, she's -(got cut off)
eric: irritating?
[it was supposed to be "blind" -_-]
cheryl's mum was so amused. haha =p i didn't really mind la, really =p
truth or dare was.. woah. daring, to say the least. it's the first proper t or d i played.. we made
hh kiss her foot, kiss her from her foot to her thigh, do a lap dance to eric (wahaha).. cheryl to straddle (became just sitting on his lap, cos she was wearing a skirt) him and kiss him etc.. daph and di got it better cos there were only so few things that they could really do at 3am in the morning in some ulu place.. the only dares worth noting for me were 1)him carrying me and kissing (my cheek) from the back.. without warning.. 2) him licking chocolate cream off my stomach.. oh god. at that point in time i was really ok with it.. actually i still am. just that it's kinda weird to have an audience. oh well. they knew we haven't kissed yet, so we didn't have to (not like cheryl)
went off close to 4.. took cab to eric's house, and he drove me back.. before that, in the car.. i kissed him.
er. he kissed me too.
.
we kissed..
.. suprisingly, it wasn't bad.. guess we're all made to naturally know how to kiss.. considering that it was his first time, it was pretty good =) he was super nervous.. stunned, to say the least. heh. he had to sit there for a few mins to get out of his daze and drive =p heh.
i like being with him.. it's very fun, not alot of emotional commitment/responsibility, angst, anger, unhappiness.. i like it like this. just enjoying the happiness..it's fun =) i like him really alot alot alot. =)
at 2:14 AM *
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