> Thursday, January 06, 2005 <
+ intoxicated
burning from his stare
ticklish from his breath
high from his kiss
i'm drunk on love
wow... ok must talk abt the not so good parts first =)
woke up at 7+, expecting his sms cos that's the time he smses me in the morning.. waited and waited, but no sms came, so 3/4 asleep and groggy me smsed him "why never sms me.." and somehow, i smsed a really mushy sms after that. which is so unlike me.. it sounded more like for diana, cos she's the only one i call "darling".. but anyway, i'm rarely mushy to him, and not to such extent, so it was.. weirdy. but well, he was elated. =pp anyway, i stayed at home, being the good girl, helping to spring clean the house in prep for daddy's return after more than a month..
met cheryl at 630 in kino.. want a scheduler!!! but all the tiny ones are so ex, and sold out =( proceeded to the library, where i looked for the book
infinitejest that gordon told me about.. MY GOD. it's the size of the cambridge dictionary.. it's freaky. it's too much even for me =pp decided to be less adventurous, and borrowed a book on learning malay, and one of
e.e.cummings' poems.. then cheryl and i both realised that our cards all can't be used cos the fines were in the range of 15 to 20 bucks, and no way were u gonna pay it off.. got eric to come up and register so we could use his card.. got cheryl to tag along with us instead of waiting for hh somewhere alone.. and we ended up having a double date.. went for
CALAMARI at pasta cafe.. ate WAYYYYY too much. i should learn not to order a main course=pp i love calamari.. i still want more =ppp while we were walking around, stupid eric kept flipping through the book and reciting phrases in malay to irritate me.. and he kept saying that all the phrases were very pertinent. -_-''' almost choked/sprayed out my whole mouthful of water during dinner, thanks to cheryl and hh. she said that hh never bought her flowers, never bought her anything etc.. then hh mentioned that he bought a necklace for her from thailand.. and then cheryl (who was sitting opp me) looked at me with this "oh no, i don't remember it!!" horrified look.. and i kept laughing at her horrified face.. then hh suspected something and kept asking, but cheryl tried to cover it up by saying that she made this secret sign, so i kept laughing.. and we both made up this whole story that it was a private joke within dyct, and there was a long embarrassing story behind it that we didn't want to talk abt cos it was so stupid etc etc.. so then hh tried to guess what the (non-existant) code word was exactly.. and then he thought it was "thailand".. so he used all kinds of stupid voices to say that word.. cheryl and i couldn't stop laughing, more cos stupid hh actually thought the code word was "thailand" than cos of his stupid voice =pp i kept choking, and i almost sprayed it out on cheryl.. it took immense self-control to swallow the mouthful of water properly=pp basically we just sat there and talked till they chased us out, then we went over to noisy swensen's... that was the bad part..
see, remember that mushy sms i sent in the morning? well i didn't remember what i sent, so i told eric to show me the sms.. and then i was really amazed at it.. anyway, i half-seriously said to him, "i delete it k?" and he nonchalantly replied ok. so i fwded it to myself, then deleted it.. and he really didn't care! after awhile, i really got quite upset (not sure why too..) and i said to him "since u don't really care anyway, then i'll just delete all my smses la". took his phone and started deleting my smses to him.. then he tried to stop me and grab it back.. was getting more upset.. then it suddenly hit me. it was exactly like how fab and i used to fight. it was scary, to say the least. sigh. does that mean that we'll go down the same path? i don't want to go through that kinda thing, fight everywhere we go, all the pain we both go through we i walk off or he walks off.. when we refuse to talk to each other at all, with our black faces.. but well. maybe it'll be different for me and him.. i really hope so, at least.. anyway, he's much nicer.. at least for now. he gives in to me all the time.. but there'll be one day that he'll reach his limit right? what will happen then.. but anyway.. i wasn't angry with him.. only a lil upset. it was the fab part that was getting me down.. anyway. it was ok by the time the bus reached my stop.. so yeah. can't stay angry with him la, he's a silly useless unromantic pathetic excuse for a bf.. so must cut him some slack =)
ANYWAY. was going to gush abt kissing him.. heheheheheh it was great =ppppp mmmmm... i like being hugged best. incomparable =) but well.. hehehehe... drunk on love =D wonderful sensation.. anyway! it wasn't the coolest thing tonight!! he sent me wonderfully sweet msges on the way to phuture.. and later on in the night, i got a call from him.. he said he dedicated to me the song that was playing.. his song!! 2play's so confused =) AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sweet!!!!!! *-* i'm sooo in love... happyhappyhappyhappy =)
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