> Friday, January 14, 2005 <
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updates abt going out with eric.. i've been out with him almost everyday!! that's... ewwww hahahahah =)shit there's so much to update..
ok, went out with him on sunday.. to look at shirts for him.. he looks
damn good in white with blue stripes. oooh =D the topshop ones were too thin (translucent).. g2000 had
wonderful shirts.. he looked so good in them!!! but. they were too long, cos it was supposed to be tucked in.. or maybe cos he has a short body haha =pp anyway, i was so disappointed >.< went down to bugis to buy cute stationery.. ahhh!!! they're all so cute!!!!!! but i had to resist most of them.. expensive and useless indulgence.. so up to now i've bought 5 pens and 2 pencils =D love stationery.. felt so accomplished cos i bought the neoprint book for yj =p so glad that i found it =p
went out with him on tues.. to the airport... met his friends... it was a scary experience.. felt so super inadequate, cos it was a weird time to meet his friend.. like it was such a private thing, and quite sad at that.. what was i doing there?!? anyway, i freaked out majorly.. hate the weird awkwardness.. in a way, i was glad that they left me alone.. think it'll be quite awkward if they tried to include me in the conversation.. and if they talk to me and ask me stuff, like when i go out with my bro and his friends, i might end up blabbering cos of my nervousness (which is HIGHLY probable) and die of embarrassment... MORE embarrassment. but in the end, it was pretty ok.. once i got the hang of half-tuning out and stoning.. self-entertainment in my head, like planning out stuff, smsing etc.. cheryl was so nice and sweet, called me to encourage me.. "i'm the 2nd hottest girl on this planet" =D nice enough to let me delude myself and take her place as the hottest girl for one hour =ppp yj was very cute too =D thanks darlings! got very lost going home from changi =pp us direction idiots =ppp haha it was very funny with me freaking out and yelling at him cos he didn't turn when he was supposed to, or we missed the exit etc =D
went out with dydc on wed.. walked all over s'pore, or at least half.. all of us shopping for our costumes.. was pretty accomplished, cos everyone (but cheryl =) settled the details for their costumes.. i just have to go down and get my choli etc later.. shit have this feeling that my costume etc will flop.. sigh. clubbed that night.. i think my brain cells have degenerated. god. what is wrong with me?!?!? i actually really enjoyed the music at phuture (seriously.... -_-) other than a certain point when they played all kinds of crap, like a little mambo.. my god. i don't believe i actually liked the music. kinda sad that diana didn't seem to enjoy herself.. couldn't tell for cheryl, cos she was physically stuck to erwin all the while =pp and daphne seemed to enjoy at first, then got tired/sad/?? eric's friend seemed bored and out of it.. eric was trying to get me to dance with him while i kept trying to push him to his friend.. yes, i succumbed after abt half hour of embarrassment, and danced with him.. i
so do not want to get used to dancing with him.. nanana!!! daph!!! must dance with me!! =D drank more than usual that night..but i wasn't anywhere near drunk la.. it was only.. abit of that pizza tasting thing cheryl had, a tequila shot, abit of his tequila pop, 3/4 of a screwdriver X 4 (which is abt 3 screwdrivers) think i like the drinks at zouk.. taste better cos the alcohol's more well mixed =D
finally to thurs.. slacked at home the whole day after sleeping so late on wed.. dragged my ass down to orchard to meet eric after deciding that i won't cancel the date just cos my parents would be in orchard too.. had quite a bit of fun, but it's quite sad how early the shops close, esp in heeren.. i like what i wore (my ribbon skirt!! =) and i was right, must wear a long(er) thing with that skirt cos it's so short and loose =p felt good yday, until my mum told me i put on weight. sighhh. this SUCKS. have to diet.. anyway, my mum knows abt eric. decided i won't keep it from her.. don't think she knows i'm attached.. just told her the existence of eric (whom i said is cheryl's friend, that's why i got to know him.. obviously i can't say i got to know him from clubbing right???) yeah.
anyway, gotta run, still have to drop by little india..
at 1:21 PM *
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