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this feeling doesn't have a name.
it just creeps up on me, and infects every part of me.
i have no choice but to succumb to it, and relinquish possession of my heart.
once again, my self-defence mechanism has been voluntarily stopped. the walls are down, breached.
will i have to go through the pain again?

i cautiously tread into this relationship, praying not to be hurt yet again. trying to maintain the upper hand, trying not to get so involved.
but how am i supposed to hold myself back?
i don't want to be deliriously happy and lose my head
i have to have a firm hand on the happiness, before it washes me away...
..and i break onto the rocks.

i'm happy
but this happiness scares me

at 10:54 PM * 0 hearts dreamt

 

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