> Thursday, December 16, 2004 <
+ clubbing again =)
heh this is positively turning into a purely clubbing blog =) yay yday was fun! ok other than going out with eric cos it was nerve-wracking.. i actually couldn't talk for half an hour! me! the person who yatters and rambles when nervous! =) and i was so shaky.. (-_-)'' thank god that passed.. he's very very painfully shy! but actually pretty funny la.. don't believe i actually saw fab's bro at wisma.. really hope he didn't see me.. and i actually managed to not bump into my mum!! wow!! bumping into my bro or his gf is still ok la cos i think they'll help me anyway =) national treasure was pretty good.. think i'm not so against nicholas cage now=p hmmm it was so cool that all of us were at taka then! =) hope u guys didn't mind eating together (esp cheryl).. no dear i was not using u, just that it would have been pretty diff to have dinner together =) to think daph and di were there too! =)heh sorry yeah he's so shy couldn't make convo =) heh and i even clubbed yday.. glad i was convinced by u guys to go.. think my mum's slowly softening towards clubbing, thanks to my bro.. think he talked to her abt it and eased her mind a lil =) hated the crowd there though.. so squeezy. god. and the music was ok only.. tempo a lil slow and i didn't recognise like 99% of the songs =p but it was so fun to be in a group!! must go in a bigger group next time cos it's more fun and less scary on the fance floor =) erwin's very funny, and i'm glad it's easier to talk to rachel and jac now=p used to be pretty intimidated by them.. think i'm intimidated by alot of things/pple very easily =) heh rachel's really very funny! even if i didn't experience her high-ness after clubbing, she was amusing enough at phuture =) and this sounds a little thick-skinned, but after looking at myself in the mirror after clubbing, i think i didn't look too bad yday=p yay that's great i love being sick.. i eat little and i lose weight.. then i look thinner! it's the sore throat, i tell u.. makes it so difficult to swallow so i give up on eating totally=p must maintain this weight or lose 1 kg more, at least.. am so glad i lost 3kg after the a's, and the skirts aren't tight anymore =p yay! yday was really a great day! ok chris' fren really danced very weirdly.. and that group of guys who tapped my shoulder and said "er.. do i know u?" were super ugh.. but it was fun! heh
was thinking abt it.. and i think i like not being in a r/s now.. it's more fun cos there's less emotional involvement, and it's much less painful.. i like my heart as it is now, stony =) guess it's too bad for eric then =p and for ken.. well.. i do like him alot cos he's smooth, he's bad and he's really funny.. but usually falling for the ladies' guy ends up with a bad ending.. so i think i prefer it like this, just friends and having fun =) a fling with him would be cool, though =) cos he's so slick and has all the correct moves.. he makes girls feel good =p not in any mood for a heavy, emotional r/s for now =)
waking up this morning to an sms from pk, ex-f and and eric was a pretty weird experience, though.. =)
oh. think i'll escape town during vday next year =)
at 9:40 PM *
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