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have been seeing him everyday from the 24th to the 27th.. wow.. =) but it's always for a lil while, with other pple around.. finally, we went out together today! after he absolutely begged me to go out for dinner just the two of us.. privately.. the poor boy's been "exhibited" so much (to use his description) =p it was so funny, i told him gillian wanted to see him (cos i was meeting him after shopping with her), and i said, "just see only, then she'll go, don't worry.." and then, he said, "see only? no touch? i thought i'm like a live specimen, must touch abit" (-_-)" my god, so lame.. but he's so funny =) he wasn't autistic today, yay =) dinner at fish and co was good, but i definitely overate.. it was wayyy too much =) abit noisy with the live singer, but still fun.. talking to him, stoning and being sleepy, grinning at him... feeling pretty and appreciated cos i knew his eyes were on me half the time (not all =p) i looked at his face so much today! wow i'm shocked.. haha i actually looked into his face.. think i'm much better at hiding my embarrassment nowadays.. we're so comfortable with each other, anyway.. ate the chocolate cake there.. yummy!! but the ice cream sucked.. think it was like. the marigold type, or something.. really lousy. but anyway, it was really fun.. enjoyed myself, felt pretty (and not fat!!!!!) today.. i love my earrings! really really really really really love them!! yup! feel really great inside.. i just want to sit beside him, smell the scent of his adidas body wash and davidoff cologne, lean against his shoulder, and fall asleep.. it's comfortable to be with him..

so i guess this really is love? i try to deny it, push it away, but yet i relish in the bliss, and want to let everyone know him and approve of him.. i want to hold on to this feeling.. and i don't want to let anyone or anything get me sad

i'm in love. i'm really really in love. i'm in love with the feeling of being in love.

at 2:30 AM * 0 hearts dreamt

 

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